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1. Back to Yourself Through Art Challenge Trailer: Have you ever felt disconnected from yourself as if you've been doing doing but
forgot how to feel? I know that feeling
well that sometimes we get obsessed with
getting everything, right, to be a
perfect version of ourselves while building
our perfect lives. But the truth is that when
we are trying to control everything we lose that feeling of joy of creating and
the joy of living. In my previous class, overcoming perfectionism
through Watercolor splatters, we learn how to Nap, embrace accidents and let
Watercolor teach us that beauty often appears when we stop controlling the outcome. In this class, we
will go deeper. I invite you to join seven day Challenge back
to yourself through art. I guide you through gentle watercolor and journaling
practices that help you reconnect with your intuition and express emotions
through color and flow. Hello, I'm Nina Moresoa, also known as uskar. I'm watercolor
artist specializing in loose style art educator, and a certified art therapist. Welcome to my new class. Each day, you'll
have a short ten, 15 minutes practice,
simple, milfon and free. We'll use watercolor
not as a tool to paint something
perfect, but to listen. To your breath, your
emotions, your inner reasons. If you've ever wished to paint more freely, feel more grounded, or just give yourself permission to create
without judgment, this class is for you. All you need is your brush, some watercolor,
and an open heart. Let's start this journey back to yourself through art together.
2. Supplies: Hello, welcome to the challenge Back to yourself through ARC. I will show you my materials, which I will be using
along the challenge. So one of the things is my envelope with
watercolor backgrounds, which I have prepared before
and I have made prompts, which I'm going to use
for this challenge. I will use this
kind of sketchbook. It's like 50% cellulose paper, 50% cotton paper, but
it's not so important. I will use watercolors, but you can use any materials, any medium which you
feel like it could be colored pencils,
pastels, whatever. I will use, as I
mentioned, watercolors. So you will use
different brushes. I invite you also to experiment
with different shapes. Take those strange ones
which you have never found the moment to
put in practice. So just use any brushes which you have and
would you feel like that like curiosity. Okay, I will use this ones to see what I will
manage to get. It could be watercolor
palette for mixing, if you wish, jar of water. And actually, that's all. Mainly, if you need timer, you can use a timer
to set up it at 14, 15 minutes. And that's all. Actually, you need to be open to have that feeling
to explore and to see what is that message your
inner essence has for you. So that is the only
thing which you need to be open and
find those ten, 15 minutes to create and
to listen to yourself. Listen to yourself. And also, I would like to mention
that it's important also to have some
kind of journaling, notebook or whatever, where
you would be able to write down those thoughts which you had while you were painting. This would be
really important so that if you would have
something where you could fix it and write down
your observations while you painting or working
on those daily prompts. Because in my case, I'm talking while I
will be recording. So you would be able to hear
my self reflection process. And I hope it will inspire you and also will
help you to join with your like those bits of yourself and to
join your process. And if not just write down,
it's really important. And you will see
that it will be very valuable for you to
fix it somewhere, those thoughts which
you have while you're painting and then while you are reflecting on your
process and your result. That's all. Let's start. In the next I'm waiting for
you in the next lesson.
3. Before You Start: Welcome, creative soul for this exciting and self
discovery journey back to yourself. Before we start, I would
really ask you to take several moments to write down
answers to these questions. Why have I chosen to
start this journey? How do I feel at the
beginning of this journey? And what is calling me to
explore myself through art? That is just simple thoughts, but they are really important to have them at the beginning. And I will share for you my personal part that this
challenge actually appeared in the moment when I was
considering how to combine to my patients that is loose
watercolors with art therapy. So that to find that kind
of essence, within myself. So that is my main aim
for this challenge. And this first stage
that is week number one. This first part
of the challenge, seven days is actually the first stage that
is listening in word, where we dedicate time
to ourselves, 1210, 15 minutes per day to slow down and actually just
to plant the seed. Presence to dedicate the time when you are actually
with yourself. Another thing, what I would like to ask you to
do at this moment is you can take just some
sketchbook or whatever. It doesn't matter what
kind of materials you are going to use
for this challenge. For me, it's watercolors, and I will explore
some other materials. I will see. It depends
how I will feel. And just 5 minutes draw
paint your self portrait. That is you at the
beginning of this journey. Any colors you feel any
materials or whatever, so it shouldn't look
similar to yourself. It should be just
the way you feel and how you can express what
you feel at the moment. Okay, so let's start. I will share with you
personal journey. And this is for inspiration
and just though that you won't feel so intimidated when starting the first
making that first step.
4. Me Before Challenge: First of all, I have taken several moments to
think about how I see myself and how I feel at the beginning of this
journey of this challenge. And I think that I feel really excited, really,
really excited. So and I feel it, like that it's some kind of
journey when I'm back to my really playful mode and
back to my this essence, which always has been there, but I have been dedicating time to my other
areas or let's say, so that I was too serious. And now I really want to connect with that
my playful part. I feel a bit like I'm entering
into the maybe not forest, but into the secret garden. I would say, yeah, maybe
it's like secret garden. It's full of light. And also, oh, maybe
more beautiful lexis. Full of light. And flowers? Yeah. That's flowers. And let's say it
for here, green. And I feel that I'm little girl. Who is excited and so that, you know, that kind of has
that approach attitude, that of excitement and
seen in simple things, quite or in ordinary things that you can see some
magic, that beauty. So I think that I feel something like that
at the beginning. Here is like what
I transmit with my colors that it's
secret garden. Okay, I will take a bit
more of this Color. From here, maybe. Oh, yeah. I really like this color. F here. And so this is that kind
of my magic secret garden. And I think that is that
image which I have at the moment that I'm
like a little girl. Ah, that's part also. I had this kind of idea when I was thinking that I
use my brush as a torch. This this kind of
symbol is really appealing to me. A bit. So for here and probably, some other color,
maybe yellow, yeah. Yeah, I want these kind of
magical splatters. Mm hmm. And probably I will let here at the beginning
some kind of graph. You don't need to
spend long time thinking about what
would you like to paint. This should be quickly. Maybe take time to listen to yourself before you
will start painting. So then you just will
follow your hand, no, because your mind
already will know what kind of symbol or metaphor which you have when
you starting this journey. But I really, really
feel excited. And I do hope to transmit you this feeling so that
you also would feel excited about your challenge and about yours is way
back to yourself. To that playful mode. Or at least I'm looking for for that playful
mode because actually, that's what makes me alive and what brings me so much
joy when I'm painting. When I'm creating, when
I'm talking with people, I think that I
almost have already. Probably for here, I will
get more darker shades. Oh, I really like. And then I will leave it
so that it will get dry. And here I will place myself. So, still, it's not finished. But that is like
this atmosphere, that environment, which I feel at the beginning
of this journey. So and now or in
several moments, once it will get dry,
then I will appear here. And I also looking forward to see myself how
I will be there. See you in several moments. Now I have my background dry, and I will move
for the next part. I have decided to go with inks, and here will be I don't know. It's like completely free
hand and just the way I feel. That's it's going to
be some kind of heat. Should be ugly. I think this challenge is also a
bit about imperfections. Some kind of flower. You know, you shouldn't
look like in real life. I just the way you feel. I think that I feel really with curly hair in
this challenge. And For sure, you might all that, Oh, I'm not really good in
drawing, painting people. You can see that me neither. But it's just the way you
feel, and that's all. That is some kind
of adventure to explore and not
to judge so much. So I think that like this, probably maybe too big. I think, yeah they
are quite big. And for here. It isn't perfect, but
it doesn't matter. It's the way how I feel. Yeah, so excited. And that's how transmit
my excitement. And mainly that what I wanted
is to have here a brush, which will look like a torch. That is me at the
beginning of my journey. For me, it transmits
that excitement. I'm really excited to
start this challenge and to explore and to reconnect to my playful
and really joyful part. Mm hmm. So I hope that you also have done this part and we can move
to the next one. Hm. Let's see.
5. Prompt Day 1: So are you ready? These are 30 prompts for
the week number one, which is dedicated to
listening to yourself, slowing down and dedicating
that time for yourself. And here I have my envelope. It's really pleasant.
Like handmade and with these textures. And let's start. What will be the
message for me today? Paint silence. Whoa.
That is challenging. You know, that my initial
idea was actually to record all these videos for this prompt in SAMR mode so that it
would be with sound. And then I decided no, it could be quite more
interesting if I would also command so
that you would be able to connect and to live the way how I
live or perceive this challenge and
this process and especially that part
of auto reflection. But it's interesting
to paint silence. I think that probably I will do this prompt in the way
that I will keep silent. You will be able to listen to the sounds because actually, there is no silence and it's curious so that I think let's
dedicate those three, 5 minutes what we are going
to paint to listen to the sounds around and to paint those sounds
which you hear. Yeah. That could be really
interesting because, in fact, we never hear silent outside because there are
sounds of the wind of cars, of people talking, something
falling or whatever I know. But we can reach that silence within
ourselves when we are paying attention to what is
going on around us and which is more important what
is going on inside of us. Oh, I will paint silence
what I will hear. I will leave microphone nearby so that you
would be able to hear those sounds which are nearby and just we'll see
what will appear. So that is how my
silence look like. While painting, I have been listening some cars
passing by on the street, but mainly, I have been really focusing on some birds singing. It was really soft. And I was thinking that it's
really resonated with me that sometimes I think that we are really connected what
we feel the way we are. It's like we have
that inner song. All the time, like, which
is on and on inside of us. And here, this kind of
rhythm of that inner song. And actually, it
also makes me think about this kind of cardiogram, yeah, like the
rhythm of the heart, so that our inner
rhythms and for me, it was also surprising
that at some point while listening to
my proper silence, I have found out that
it has many colors. And mainly this is
my favorite colors, which is like my color palette, which I use quite a lot
in different artworks and that it really it's
really me into these colors. And it's really interesting. I think that for me, what has
been fixed here on paper, it's some kind of
my invisible part. Let's say like this, no, but made it like X ray of my invisible
part. Let's say like this. And actually, I
think that it helps me while I'm just
observing these shades, colors, textures, it really helps me to
connect with myself. So that to that feeling
when I'm feeling silent, calm and peaceful within myself. So I would be really
interested to read your observations,
your feelings, and your reflections
with this prompt, so please share this
in your projects. I'm looking forward to read.
6. Prompt Day 2: Welcome to a new day and
new prompt. So let's see. I usually close
my eyes so that I won't see what exactly
I'm going to take. And I just trust my feeling
and my intuition and my hand. Okay, I can open my ears. Whoa. It sounding really long. Oh, that is really funny. Ah, because you know that I was picking the prompter
with closed eyes, and here I have the prompt. Paint the first shape that comes to mind with eyes closed. Okay, paint the first shape that comes to mind with eyes closed. I think one of the most
typical should be my flowers. I always paint flowers. But this time, I
think that I feel something like kind of point. But it's really first shape that comes to mind
with eyes closed. Okay. So I really
curious to paint with closed eyes that unfortunately it's not really convenient
for me to film it, but just let me. Trust me, you will notice that I will paint with closed eyes. And the first shape, I think that I feel like that
it's some kind of mountain, blue mountain and that
I'm standing on the top. So probably the shape is
going to be mountain. And then it's going
to be the view, which I can see from the top of that mountain,
something similar. Mm. Yeah. So I think that, um I will take my brush
with some white white, no, with some blue color, that kind of turquoise, which I like cobal
turquoise color. And then I think that I
will paint that shape, that my mountain
with closed eyes. That is my interpretation, how I feel it at the
moment this prompt, you could feel different
way up to you. Just take that moment
to think or to feel, let's say, I'm better. But do not overthink. So it shouldn't be something
really complicated. Even could be a
circle, but, you know, that don't compare your process with my process because
it's just different. And we are at different stages and different life
circumstances. Okay, so I have my eyes closed, and here I have my I wanted to cheat a bit and to place my
brush already at some point, but I do it so that I will
lose a bit move my hand, so that I will lose a bit
the sense of location, so that I don't know
where is the paper. I think it's here.
And it's really, really interesting the feeling when actually it's like
pressure of the brush. And at this moment,
with closed eyes, I can first, I can feel the pressure of the
brush against the paper. And another thing
that I can hear the sound of brush
mowing on the paper. And it's like you're connecting or painting
with closed eyes. I think that I think it helps to connect with
your other feelings. Uh, so that you're
paying more attention. But I think the most impressive
for me at this moment is that I feel the
weight of the brush. Yeah, that is really,
really interesting. And I'm just
exploring the paper. I have no idea how beautiful
it is going to be my result. But the whole challenge
is about imperfections and accept your
imperfections and to listen. And I think z is
really great prompt to listen your other senses, other than visual ones. Okay, so I think Oh
It's really releasing. And, um, let's feel whether I feel that my hand
still feels like to move, keep on moving, or
maybe I've done. Okay. Later, you will tell
me how is the result. Ugly. It's really, really
satisfying this practice. So I encourage you just
be brave and paid. It really helps to
listen to yourself. I think it's even
the feeling is even stronger compared if you paint in silence or you
paint the silence. Okay. I think till this moment, I'm opening my eyes and
let's see what I will find. Oh, it's not so bad. Okay. It's really curious. So that at some point, my paint has got finished. Mm. Okay. So this is
my inner mountain, let's say, and that I'm
staying somewhere over here. And yeah, I think that I
would like to paint myself. Standing I'd like to paint
myself, standing here. Yeah, like this.
And just observing. And probably on the other side, I would like to make the sun. I don't know, probably,
yeah, maybe the sun. I will make a bit wet. I really, really
liked this prompt. It was so relaxing to
paint with closed eyes. I don't remember, actually, last time I was painting
with closed eyes. So yeah, something like this. Oh, oh, oh. So beautiful. And
I think probably some kind of violet and pinkish. Yeah, it's going
to be like kind of sky. Maybe violet, no. I think that I will
use the same color. Yeah, observing
with sunlight. Hmm. However, I think that I like more before I have died
with open eyes things. Yeah. Before it was so much space when I have placed myself in
the top of this mountain, and now I feel like I have taken the colors which
have made it heavy. Hmm. Yeah, yeah. I think that, for me, it wasn't I
should have stopped. I should have
stopped once I have eddi myself on the
top of this mountain. But I wanted to add sky that
I'm looking at the sky. But, in fact, I have
been looking in that like white space. Hmm, I think that
about the lesson, what I have still,
I can do something. I can remove this
excess of the color. But I think what
it makes me think about that sometimes
we are really afraid of this huge open space unknown with lots of white that we tend to feel immediately that
white with something. And then once you feel
immediately with something, it's like you are losing you are losing some you are
losing that feeling of of expansion and
the feeling of this like immersive space
in front of you. So for me, I think that's I think that I really would like to repeat
this prompt, probably. And if I will have
that white space, I would stay with
that white space, to have that courage to face that white space because
now I see that I have immediately filled in that white space with
something with something. But it was enough. It was enough the way it was. So there was no need
to add this part. I think that the main message
from this prompt to myself is that have that courage
to face the known, that open space, that white
paper, and to enjoy it. To enjoy it. Don't
feel that fear, so that fear which urges immediately to fill the
space with something. There was no need to place this. And now it feels heavy. I do really feel this block heavy before it
was really light, transparent, and so so
that I could breathe. And now I feel I feel really
like quite heavy block. I'm really curious to read about your impressions
about this prompt. But I find it it's
quite revealing. This was my prompt of
painting first shape that comes to mind
with eyes closed. And I do hope that you also have had some kind of
discoveries from today's day, and I'm looking forward to
read about your impressions.
7. Prompt Day 3: Welcome to New Day. And let's pick up a new prompt. So I'm with my eyes
closed. Okay, let's see. After those first two,
I'm really excited. Okay. That is something
small. Let's see. Whoa. Okay. Quite challenging. Paint only with
one brush stroke. Repeat it until it
feels complete. Okay. Brush, stroke, repeat it. Okay. So let's see. How will manage this one. One brushstroke. I think I think for this, I will choose some kind of brush which would be a bit different. I haven't used
this brush before, but it's because here I have
quite a selection of brushes just for any case, I don't know. And that is, like, the set
which I'm using at the moment. And so I wasn't prepared. But I think, yeah, this
could be interesting. I have never used this dagger. And this shape because my
one is a bit different. I usually use striper, but okay, let's see
what I will get. And probably I will
use this color. Yeah, I think I feel like
this color, actually. And let's see what kind of brush took I will get from here. And then to repeat until
it feels complete. Repeat, repeat. So Hmm. I think it's really interesting because while we are repeating, I'm run out of water, so I will take more paint. But I think it's quite interesting
when we are repeating, we actually or at least I'm
actually concentrated on the movement of the
brush and the pressure which I'm releasing
with the bristles. And I think it
helps to calm down. Because actually
repeating the fact that I'm repeating the same
movements, it's like breathing. Actually, when we breathe,
we do not think a lot, but it's the same
pattern which we repeat. And I think, yeah, that this prompt reminds me of breathing that I'm
breathing, that I'm alive. Mm hmm. And another thing which it makes me think about is that as much effort I'm making to repeat
the same brushstroke. In fact, it's impossible
to make twice the same the same brushstroke. All of them are different, and it makes me think about now about myself that every day. However, I look very similar to myself of
yesterday or two days before, but I'm already not the
same that we are changing. And that every moment is unique, like this brush stroke
and that in fact, our life is made out of these
brush strokes, you know? Like each brush stroke
represents one day. And it makes me feel also about to feel and to think
about the gratitude. For having the
possibility of making these brush strokes for the possibility of being able
to share with other people, to inspire the people to make this journey
of self discovery. It feels so good to repeat
those brush strokes. Mm hmm. Yeah. And I think that, I would like to complete
the whole page. And also leaving
this white space, it's like negative space, no. It makes me think about that all these brushstrokes,
they are connected. No, with this like invisible. And another thing I think
that I have completed. It makes me think
about is that also, I feel like here, to be able to add different like one day from
life or whatever. And I feel like to try to
add something like I know some kind of
mountains or myself. I don't know. Like each of these brush
strokes to fill with something. Yeah. Because however they are similar, they are different. And in fact, it depends on me that how I can feel each
of these brush strokes. Now that each day that I decide how I want
to feel that day. Yeah. That it is
it is interesting. And it makes me
think that sometimes such simple things have
this interesting effect. No. Okay, I think that I'm
done for today with my prompt. I feel quite peaceful and calm. And I really like that
compilation of brush strokes. They are beautiful. Mm hmm. And even more like what makes me think that they look very
similar and it's like, you can feel that it's like
repetition of brush strokes. But look at with
water that it has created different kind of shapes within this brush stroke. So, in fact, they are also
they are different by shape, different in tens
of what is inside. Also, you can interfere and to add something within
each brush stroke. And as well here, that they got this
kind of pattern made by interaction
of water and pigment. Quite interesting. Okay, I'm really curious to know how was your
today's prompt. So please share in your project. And I hope that you also had
this kind of 10 minutes of really peaceful auto
reflection time with yourself. I'll see you next day.
8. Prompt Day 4: Welcome. And let's see which
new day has brought us. There are two, but I
will take only one. Okay, this big one. Let's see. Okay. Whoa. This is
quite challenging. Make an abstract map
of your body today. Okay, let me feel. How is my body feels today? Abstract map of my body today. It is challenging this kind of round and it should be abstract. Okay. So I won't think so much and
I won't analyze so much. I think just we'll start. What kind of colors
could be my body today? Mm. With water. I have no idea. So that is going to be also
some kind of experiment. I feel really inspired. So generally, I feel really
excited about this challenge. And I think that it makes me
think about that actually, my body feels also excited. However, before starting
this challenge, I had some health issues, but this challenge feels for
me really, really inspiring. I think this feels like this is my excitement and
my body feels a bit like that it gives
me the wings to fly. So, however, it's
not so abstract. But usually when I start, like I have emotional diary, and when I start, usually I use colored
pencils for these kind of things for my they're
more like inner emotions. And usually I start with
some kind of lines. And then those lines as they
start to keep the shape. So here, it's the same like
my body map of my body. The probably this would be that would be the feeling of my body
that I feel like flying. And Yeah, I think I
won't think so much. I just will feel. And at the moment, my
body feels like this. Mm hmm. Like the wings. Okay, it's abstract. So I can go where
the other parts. So I don't know that it
shouldn't make any sense, no? What appears under my brush. Because it's yellow, I'm
not happy with this yellow. It's abstract. Okay, so I think something my inner
light could be. Yeah. That is also part of my body or how I
perceive myself. And also, that my body feels in fact, doing this challenge
makes me feel alive. And the same for my body. I think that my body is
really thankful for having the 10 minutes a day with myself when I don't
think about the result. Because also quite often when
you paint at some moment, you start to judge, you know, about your results. And you forget about
that fun and that joy. I like to paint for
the sake of painting. So I think this is my
abstract body map. It's like colors. And it's like protected. I feel protected.
I feel connected. Yep. And I think I feel
thankful with gratitude. So probably this
would be gratitude. Hm. Dear. I think for today, that's all. For me, because that's how
I feel actually map of my body today in
abstract that I feel connected, inspired to fly. And I think like protected, no, that contained or whatever, so that, for me, this prompt transmits
me that feeling of protection so that
contained, I'm connected, breathing, and also that kind of feeling when you are
hugging someone and warms, I think, yeah, that's how it
feels like my body today. And with gratitude. That's so great to have body, which allows us to act and
to implement our thoughts, which like making something
like invisible into visible. So also thanks to my body, I can share with you this
painting and a bit of myself. And I'm really looking forward
to hear which thoughts and which reflections you have
had after today's prompt. So please share your project.
9. Prompt Day 5: So do you feel excited, as I feel to discover
the new prompt? Okay, I hope that you are ready. I'll have materials with you and hopefully you will paint
with me. I would like. That would be nice. To
do it simultaneously. Okay. Whoa. It's so interesting.
I really like that. It's like, from different
sites that we are exploring. Our feelings like listening
to ourselves no so that actually like to start to listen that voice
to make it louder. Mm hmm. And that is one of the great parts is like when
you are closing your eyes. So I think that I
like that feeling. Paint a feeling of
close in your eyes. It makes me think
about those moments in my life when I
usually actually close my eyes and to concentrate totally
of what I'm feeling. And this could be like that
moment when you're dancing or so that when you're taking a bath and you are feeling the water when you're swimming, when you are kissing someone
when you're enjoying food, and it's so tasty, so that usually you close
your eyes and like, Mm, it's so tasty. So I think that is that kind of feeling I
would like to connect. And also it makes me
think about cats. Usually, when they are, like, enjoying the sun, at least my cat when he used
to lie on the window sill, I always taking
some sun bathing, so he used to do it
with eyes closed. And I think that is that
feeling which I would like to transmit or to explore
today with my watercolors. So let's see what I will get. I think that I will
go for yellows. Okay, so I here and let's start. I just wanted to
tell you that also, it's important to let yourself
that time for reflection. And once I know, take out this prompt, so that usually I also give time myself to reflect and to think always what
connects me this prompt. And I mean, I try to do it quickly so that you won't
get bored listening to me. But also that it will
inspire you or to resonate you with some
kind of your feelings. I think I will feel it
because I don't know, for somehow, I went for the cat. Probably it's not the
best cat portrait. I'm not so good at the moment. Painting cats, but
still I feel like I want to transmit that feeling of a cat taking sun bathing. I mean, like, I'm
trying to do it. I haven't prepared what
I will take today. And uh probably if I would
be doing without recording, I would I would take me longer because I will allow myself to go deeper
with my thoughts, with my feelings, like, a bit like to meditate, a bit with this prompt
before starting to paint. Oh, I even would like. I think that I won't limit
myself with one page. Yeah, because it
was something like this. And he was lying. Yep. For you, it's like,
take your time. I do it quicker. But it doesn't mean that you
need to rush the same as me. And for me, also, I think that it's not
only that I rush, but it's more that quite often. I think when I act without giving myself
too much time to think. So then I do not
overthink things. I just do them and I go directly
for that for that part, which makes me feel no. And then I start to think
and to analyze and for sure, to analyze which option is going to be
better or whatever. So then it's like too much
mind takes takes part. So I encourage you
from one side to let yourself go in your
wreath. That is. So your pace and from
another point, also, like, do not oversin because when we start over
sinking, usually, then we feel blocked, and we finish that, like, I don't know what to paint. You don't need to
know. You just need to start. And to paint. Actually, I'm missing now. After I have painted, I
start to miss my cat. It's there already
more than ten years that he has passed away. And his name was Amour Lave. I was really sunny
cat, full of love. So it's really nice to connect. We'll take striper. Mm hmm. So for years, no Yeah. That is my sunny cat. That feeling of happiness
with closed eyes. It's not perfect, but
it's really loose. And for me, it represents
that sun and light. But I don't know, was it
to make to add ice or no? Because it's like that
feeling of closing eyes. Okay, let's see. What will happen
if I will eat ice? Because I'm really feel
like I need to add ice, but the prompt is like
feeling of closing your eyes. But yeah, I think. Probably fall here a bit. By the way, my cat was
completely white, totally white. But the feeling which he was transmitting it was
the sun the sun. He was really sunny get. Probably it's also gratitude
because he helped me. He was one of my best friends
in that period of life. So I think this is my
feeling of closing eyes. Yeah, I don't know. Whether he looks like a
cat or now I have spoilt. But for me, that is a
feeling of closing my eyes. And I feel the sun. Mm hmm. Really looking
forward to hear and to read about your impressions
about these prompts, and quite curious how looks
your feeling of closing eyes. So please share and looking
forward to the new prompt.
10. Prompt Day 6: Welcome to a new day. And let's see what will
be the prompt today? I think you just
already started to feel quite having fun
with these prawns. Okay. Oh, paint
softness. So simple. I think that quite often, when we get this kind of
really simple prompts, they are also the most complicated because they look
too simple for our mind. But, in fact, I
think they are more challenging because how
will you paint softness? Actually, connects again. For me, it connects
again me with the feeling of the
fur of my cat. So that when you are just
feeling that touch of the fur, that it's so so soft, also it could be
for me quite often, like with these brushes
which are squirrels hairs. They're usually also quite soft. For sure, it connects me
talking about watercolors. It connects me with
wet and wet technique. Probably I will go with yeah, with this with wet
on wet technique. And, but I will
use only one part. That's so nice look. Oh, I think that
probably I will do this. Yeah. I think that I'd like to play with my my
brush with water, and that is going to
be for me softness. How does it paint?
Really soft brush. Let's see. Okay. I think that I have found that way how to explore
how to paint softness. So my softness seems
looks like bubbles. Yeah. Bubbles or probably Dandelins that when they are
already ready to move, also, it could be some I think
I will I would like to add more color, probably stronger. Yeah. So and because I don't like that I have made
them like this symmetric. So I will look back to this
one and we explore more. Now, it looks more
like fireworks. But these two I really like. So probably I will go
on with those ones, and I will add a bit
more, for example, green for here and for here, and I will convert
them into dandelions, I guess. Mm hmm. And let's this one, I think it's got already dry. So this one I will
convert into bubble. I think that could be nice. So I will add other colors. I like this. And And for here, probably a bit of yellow. Yeah. So, this one is
going to be bubble, but these two, I will convert
them into the dandelions. So for here the stem. And usually here they
have this kind of Mm hmm. I'm really curious what
kind of soft ones, how you will paint your softness Because
it's really interesting. This kind of how to transmit these
different feelings, no. And another one
over there. So One, and for here will
be another one. By the way, it makes
me think that, in fact, these dandelions,
they are really soft. So it could be also really
good example of softness. Without thinking, I have
finished up with softness. And I think that I will leave it like this because, in fact, if you will have a look that
this one has got really, really soft, I know
that it's not complete. Or maybe in my imagine No, I didn't have this
image in my imagination because actually it was play. While playing, I have
finished with this. I think that is my softness, this kind of dandelions
and these bubbles. I think that I'm missing one more bubble somewhere
over there. But at the moment I will
live it the way it is, I think it's imperfect. Like, I would give
more definition to this area, but it's soft. And this area is soft. So without I really
like when you are open, when you are playing that, in fact, something appears. And while you're connecting
with yourself in this moment, because it started,
actually, if you will know, follow the whole process, it would be that
I have connected with the softness
of the mop brush, of the hair squirrels hairs. And then once I have started to I just followed this
urge of intuition. And when I started
to play with it, then I came up with that
movement and thought like, Oh, I would like to make
that moment with a paint. And actually, that think
of bubbles of dandelins. And I think, yeah, that is really great way to embody this my creative process, which reflects my
feeling of softness. Hmm. Quite quite interesting
today's process. So I hope that your process also has been quite
interesting for you, and I'm looking forward to read and to hear
about your experiences. So enjoy today's prompts
and see you tomorrow.
11. Prompt Day 7: Welcome to New Day
and new prompt. So are you curious what we
are going to paint today? I'm really, really
excited. So let's see. Okay. Oh, paint the
feeling of drinking water. I think that is quite
interesting because for me, water, it also connects me with watercolors,
actually, no. And quite often, I feel that therapeutic effect of
walking along the seashore, listening to the waves or just like the sounds
of mountain river. And that's actually what
connects me with this more like expansion when I'm
painting with watercolors. And drinking water. It could be
challenging. Let's see. Let's see what I will get, especially, I think
that, you know, it makes me first before
I start painting, I also make those like my neuron connections
and associations. And one of the things connected with our
basic necessities, needs that we can
stay alive for two, three days without
food or even more. Especially, yeah, if you have
been practiced fastening that I did it for five
consecutive days, so it was fine without
food, any food at all. But drinking water,
it's really essential. You cannot survive one day. And I think that I'm
connecting actually with that, my experience of fastening
that I was drinking water, but I didn't eat anything. So and then you start to appreciate that actually
water is like our, like, second blood,
let's say, like this. It's something so essential. And I think now I have connected now the feeling
of drinking water. I think it's the essence
because also, so for me, that feeling is like when I'm
actually with myself, no. Something connecting with
myself with my essence. Because actually, for me, water is really important, not only with watercolors
that I just need them, and I want swipes
for really long. Okay, one week without painting, but also it connects
me with health. I remember that it
was already, I think, like 20 years ago, that I was really
impressed by one book. It was about water and something like curing
with water or whatever. Where there was, I think
that it was in prison. I don't remember
where it was already. It was really long ago, that there was but yeah, it was in the prison or where
there was one doctor curing the prisoners by water that they didn't have any other medical
supplies or whatever. So what he had, it was water. And in that book, he was describing his experience of curing people
just with water. So I don't know. I haven't remembered reminding it for really, really long. I don't know. It's quite
curious how mind works. So that now, I'm thinking about water and
that it's really essential. And what I liked about the book, I will tell you something more. Now I start to remember
that he was exploring also the properties of water at
different temperatures. So it's not the same when
you're drinking water really, really hot or cold or
just room temperature. And since that time, I'm drinking really
lots of water. I start my day with
drinking water, and, and it's really
interesting how it affects our taste receptors because then you start to feel a certain moment when
you feel thirsty, but you also start to think about what exactly taste
of water I'm looking for. It's about my experience. So when I feel thirsty, I already know what kind
of taste I'm looking for. When I want to drink water and
it depends on temperature. And it's true that
depending on temperature, the taste of water is different. So I don't know if you
have the same experience, would be interesting
to read about your experience in the
discussion section, share in the comments. Really interesting prompt. I really like what it comes
today with my painting. And I feel actually
now when I'm already almost like finishing to
paint, today's prompt, I'm actually feeling more like or what I'm connecting with the feeling because the
idea of the prompts, you know, so that you would
connect with yourself, how you feel, no. And each prompt for each
person would be different. So for me, I think
that I'm connected. I'm connecting with my
feeling of gratitude. Yeah. In fact, yeah. So that gratitude
alone the whole life. So that was my intuition
for guiding me? No. So I think, yeah, actually, for me, this feeling
of drinking water is to connect with my gratitude. It made me think about
those people who have some health issues, so that with liquids
processing and so on, that it's really great
to be able to drink water and that it connects us with this
gratitude because actually, water is life and going a bit further that here on our planet, it's, in fact, like this that without water,
we won't survive. So it's life. I think it has been very interesting,
this prompt for me. I didn't expect that it can connect me with other
my experiences. So I'm just plain. Here I have more water. And I think that at the end, I would like Initial
planet was that I was feeling like to
make like this hands. But I think that at the moment, I'm feeling more like to
have hands on the belly. And the colors for me, this is my colors
of my intuition of water of our planet,
Blue Planet. So I think that probably it's
not so and I don't know. Usually, I do not
judge my paintings, this kind of paintings with
proportions or whatever. But it's really feels powerful. This part quite uh developed. I can see there are muscles. So probably I will make it
more rounded like this. So it's going to be softer. Hm. And, um I would say that's it
with this prompt. Mm. I really like.
What I have here? It's really relaxing and
I really curious what you will paint for this prompt. And with what kind
of feelings and your experiences you will connect while
painting this prompt. For me, now I feel like gratitude and life like
that power of life. That is another thing
that water when like, usually when lots of amounts
of water or water which is, like, coming, no,
like drop by drop, and then bit by bit, it starts to destroy or make caves in the rocks that
is actually power, really powerful element, and also we have it
inside within us. So, in fact, we are
also like 80% of that power that we
have inside of us. And one more thing
that it connects me with really beautiful pictures, photos of I don't
remember the author, that he was taking pictures of crystals,
Japanese scientists, that he was taking pictures
of water crystals, depending which kind
of words nearby that water and how it has been structured based on those words. For me, it's like inner power, and I feel like that
I want to write. This message for myself in a power. Hm. And another message for me, it's going to be, I
feel like, that trust. Orientation. So this is my today's prompt. And I really feel connected
with this prompt. I wouldn't think that
something so simple as pain the feeling of
drinking water will connect me with my other
periods of my life, what I have within
me, my inner power. And it's like trusting your
intuition because actually, I think that for me that water
is something so flexible, flowing and actually, it's
like intuition, you know. So that is my message to myself. And I'm really looking
forward to know what kind of message
Water has brought to you. So please share.
12. Reflection on Week1: As we are finishing the week, which was dedicated to
listening in word, awareness, breathing, slowing
down, and just to be present for those 5 minutes
which you are here to paint, to write, and to
listen to yourself. So I invite you to take
a slow, deep breath. Notice what has changed since
you began listening inward, have a look at your paintings, drawings and look
back at your journey. In fact, you will notice that
somehow it is connected, and perhaps your colors or
they got softer or more alive. Like, in my case, I can
notice that here I have I can notice that I
have started actually with my colors, my
coolor palette, and how it has been changing that pay attention not
to so much objects, but also there could
be some switches in the color palette, which colors more
became more dominant. Like here, you see that I'm
moving from blues to yellows, some combination, and
then back to blues. But these ones are
already different blues. They are softer, and maybe
the colors became more alive. And just invite you just to
reflect in your own words. What did I notice about
myself this week? When did I feel most
connected to my breath? Okay. What surprised me? What felt uncomfortable
and what did it teach me? So I think that we have had quite many challenging prompts. Probably this one known to
paint with closed eyes. And this was, for me, the
most uncomfortable part, L heavy part from all the
prompts when instead of having this open space and light white paper that I have decided to add
something more and no more. So but the rest, I I have noticed, actually, that I have
been more connected. And this is my favorite part that towards the end of
the week, that here, I really felt listening to myself Mmhmm and listening to what I was feeling
in that moment. And also, I invite you to make your another self portrait, which would be already after
the week of challenge. Just the way you feel. Let your brush paint how it
feels to be in this moment. And this self portrait
will have the title. This is me when I listen. When you listen deeply, even silence has a color. And we have seen we have painted exactly this
week the silence. So I invite you just to
play with colors and to create one more self portrait. And let's see how it will
differ one from another one.
13. ItsMe Listening Inward: In my case, I think that
I will go again for some combination of wet on wet technique with
some kind of inking. So let's see what I will
get, how I will be. I'm just picking up
the colors which are, you know, already
you can notice. You can guess the ones
which I'm using because, in fact, that is actually, this is a color which
connects me really a lot with my inner self. And recently, I feel
really like this color. And for me, this color also
represents my intuition, the way how I feel when
I listen to myself, and I follow my intuition. So I think okay. That now I have the idea that I will make I will transform
this into a face. So you see, my original was
different that I wanted to combine wet on wet
technique with inking, like in the previous
one, but my hint and my intuition decided
differently. Okay. So here I have. It's really interesting to paint portraits just on wet and wet
when you don't really see. How it will turn out, but So I think that for
me at the moment, my portrait after this
first week challenge, it looks like the
power of my intuition. I think it transmits
me this message. That's how I feel. You can see the face. And I will have to let
it dry for a while so that to be able
to add more details. And here I will remove
some paint so that to leave white for my
probably for here as well. Mm hmm. So I will let this dry and then
we'll add some more details. Okay, it has got dry. I bet my intuition phase. And I will add several more. That's like what I feel that now by adding more details, more lines, I actually
bring to life my intuition. So it's already not so blurred. And I think it's something
also that in my no, how I feel that you could
feel different way. And for me, it would be
interesting if you will share how you perceive
this because for me, I think that we have intuition. Really deep insight. And with that time passes and that
the older we become, that we a bit, like, start to forget how to use our intuition or we just
do not realize so much. And I think that this
image for me is telling that now by adding details, I'm bringing my
intuition to life. So that it's not
already so blurred and invisible that
out of invisible, I'm making it visible. And, in fact, it makes
me feel like, I know, but actually almost crying because it's really
important part of me, and I think that I was
keeping it quite abundant. Thinking too much with
my head and believing my head and rational part
more than my intuition. So that is for me
that meaning of this. While I'm doing this,
I feel this way that my intuition has been waiting silently or
maybe not so silently, but I didn't hear it so well. But it's always
has been with me, but a bit invisible. And now I like,
with these details, with this brushwork, I'm
bringing it back to life. And actually, I feel this
is it's like I don't know, because from one point I really
like would like to leave this quite blurred part that sometimes you don't
need to add so many details. Because I think that
once you add ice, it's already understandable
what you want to say. And, yeah, I think that I will keep those areas blurred. Also because I feel like
it starts to appear, but still I don't really see
everything, all the details. But I start already
to feel and to see that eyesight and the eyes. So it's really interesting
how it will evolve. For me, but at this stage, it's going to be like this. My intuition, that I start
to notice it and to see. But one part I still
feel like it's blurred so that it doesn't
show up completely. So that's how I feel after
this week of challenge. And I really, really curious to read about your observations, how you have changed, what you have noticed, the difference and perception of yourself before
and one week later. So here is my This
is me when I listen. And I think it's true that
once you listen to yourself, you are connected much more
to your intuition, no? So this is me when I listen. And
14. Final Thoughts: I want to thank
you for being here and for showing up to
yourself through art. Even several minutes
of painting and self reflection each day can
open new doors within you. If this experience spoke to you, I would be grateful if you can find a moment to
deliver a class review. This will help other students
to discover this class, and it supports my work. Also, I would love to see
what you have created. Share your watercolor pages or reflections in the
class project section. Your journey might inspire
other people to begin. You can also join my 30 day challenge Back
to Yourself Through Art, where we meet for live weekly self
reflection sessions and for creative support. Or if you'd like more
personal experience, I invite you to book a one to one art therapy
session with me, where we will go deeper to
explore your personal process. Once again, thank
you for painting, for feeling, and for
growing with me. And remember, your art
shouldn't be perfect. What it needs is to be
yours, deeply yours. See in my next class. Bye.