Butterfly shouldn't be that hard with all the flexibility of their shapes but earlier attempts should never be presented to anyone

I will though:

I wanted to try new masking fluid and paper that I don't know.

Can't say if I trust it but I will follow with some simpler classes. It's local brand and cheaper than Fabriano and Arches but it doesn't feel right.

How to say if it's the matter of the paper not being great or my preference?