Things hurting me right now:

-being fat

-not feeling pretty

-being lazy

-not keeping my promises

-getting less sleep due to self-sabotage

 

Hey me,

 

I know life is getting a little crazy. You’re 18 now. You’re kind of an adult, but a kid at the same time. You need to navigate what that means and how to go about life. You’ve made mistakes. You’ve made poor choices. Even at your ‘big age.’ You’ve disappointed the people in your life. Those who love you unconditionally. Even secondary relationships like friends, teachers, and role models. You’ve not been your best self lately. You’ve found it hard to voice why. Called it ‘poor self-discipline’ or ‘laziness'. The root cause wasn’t really clear. Worst of all, you’ve disappointed yourself. You hurt yourself. And for that, you feel off. But, friend, I'm here for you. I’m here to pick you up. I won’t allow you to destroy yourself any longer. Or destroy your future. I’ll see to it that you succeed. I’ll see to it that you’ll overcome everything holding back. I’ll walk you down the graduation stage. I'll walk you through lectures. I’ll walk you through life. I’m here for you. And I thank you for allowing me in. For just sitting here today and allowing me to guide you. To comfort you. It’s you and me against the world. Always remember that. 

 

-younique