6 of Swords: I am moving away from feeling of a mental defeat and I am being guided towards more harmonious thoughts.

What am I moving away from?

10 of Wands reversed: I am leaving some habit behind that was making my life easier, but also harder in the long run.

What is this habit?

Page of Cups: This habit is immature feelings, being fascinated with new, unexplored, childish emotions; experiencing life through pink glasses.

What are these immature emotions?

4 of Pentacles, 5 of Pentacles, 10 of Pentacles: Achieving material stability, not putting out the energy, but holding on despair and material hardships and thinking that after being on the bottom, comes being on the top, as, that, later comes material abundance. Seing stabulity as having nothing or everything.

What is mature experience of life?

The Empress: Creating abundance, enjoying it, always being abundant, loving the good side of life, achieving everything for myself, because I love myself. Multiplying my abundance and knowing even more is yet to come, without being afraid of losing this abundance.

8 of Pentacles: I need to dedicate my time and energy in achieving my goals. 

It's childish to think that from not investing energy in my projects, comes either the lowest or the higest status. It is mature thinking, if I invest my energy, my focus and time, I am going to love my life and achieve everything I desire, and so much more! The feeling of stability comes from working, because then the outcome is clear - if I put in the work, I am going to succeed. The feeling of false stability is when I am being frugal with my energy and not doing anything with it, but anticipating best or the worst case scenario.

Where am I headed?

9 of Wands: "I'm still standing"I am injured from the past battles, but I'm a survivor and after a time of healing and tending after my wounds, while contemplating, I will be ready for my next victories!