The Mirror of Memories
The Night, with a cloth wrapped around its eyes — dark —
with its thread passing through the eye of the needle —
still — it is calm, it is quite.
The streetlights are laying down on the road now; them stretching their bodies,
and the dogs have gone to sleep.
The stars afloat in a bowl of Nightsky
the father: home now... you: fine now,
Then... something about the Night
and these
swooshing,
pacing car lights
that I mistook for a sun —
a bright... warm... shining-cloth
and wrapped myself in it forever.
& this is a mechanism: put your hands like this.
Because in the dark
the light didn't come in;
and without a sun,
there is no need to step out into the open —
It is nice — the Night,
and this blackness is what
we call, in our language,
something like hide and seek —
something like the way you tear up —
something about how I lick it
and chain myself to it —
to the feet.
It is Night — the
hands that carve pleasure
It is Night — the
mind that tears through a fissure.
The handness, the sleight
of it all, the thrill
of it and I was
falling
down
across
a
road,
with cars
passing by me, and I was
in it — in it — into the un-
-knowing it, and loving it.
I had still. Resided.
I had still. Still as the feet.
...
Who is it? I think
that will raise up a mirror of memories
with hands in the air stretched out,
with feet standing on their toes,
and the mouth whispering in a chant:
it is over, it is over, it is over
it is over, it is over, it is over...