Actually my main confidence comes from High School. That made me the person I wanted to be. I studied Informatics back then and loved life living. I had my ups and downs, had a terrible mental illness that rendered my mind forgetful. One year passed and my memories came back. After that I taught in a school English. Here in Hungary it is hard to be a good English teacher. I did a lot of volunteering after that, four years with minor pauses. Last year, I left my old job and went for a new one.

It was a dream for me. Good salary, good colleagues, good environment, esteem, respect, everything. But my bosses didn't like my energy and sacked me. Two weeks later, I broke my arm. I have spent a half year recuperating. My able arm, the right one broke at two points at the shoulder and the middle of my upper arm. They performed surgery, now I live with a long stick of titanium. I believe I am officially, documentally a cyborg now.

Since then, I am perfecting my German knowledge, besides the nigh-perfect English I have. I had the best Christmas ever in 2021. I have a loving girlfriend, a trustworthy, exemplary mother and a reliable friend circle. Now I will be  thirty-three soon and I'm on the right path. All things click together and puzzlement becomes a rare occurence now. I truly believe that I will become immortal one day. Not by living a thousand year lifespan, but by creating my mark on history. This keeps me wake up without alarm clocks constantly for eight months now.

I have never been more motivated. I feel like that I have achieved everything I have wanted and every day is a new opportunity to overachieve. I experienced true love, I had great successes (being in a rock band for a year, learning confectionery a lot professionally, making an apperance on a TV-show), achieved various degrees of certificates, especially in languages, suffered pain that I could endure to strengthen myself, had extraordinary joy, reached many zeniths of lustrous pastime. I do not fear death, neither do I seek it. I just enjoy every moment, even if sometimes it is hard to see the whole picture.

I spend time to relief my emotions, such as fear, hatred, anxiety, sadness to keep me focused. I compare myself to great people and I am doing one step every day to achieve what I want, learning by their mistakes...I created a good entertainment environment here at home for my friends, myself, my mate and my family and I always keep on having...one...more...wondrous...day.