The fear of failure started with the painting in the cover image. I worked on it very hard, found out that it is a little off and wanted to redo it from the start. But as I worked hard on my art for the last few months nearly every day, I am also pregnant and have other two children at home and work from home a little bit, my energy was completely drained. I lost all motivation and confidencd and felt like I failed and my momentum went away. Now I am trying to get back on track while having a healthier mindset.