I'm trying to upload a few samples of my different sketchbooks, but it doesn't appear to be working (it finally worked). My issue is that I'm all over the place. I don't know what to draw (and I'm not that great at it). I love abstracts based in nature, but also love actual nature drawings, water,  landscapes, botanicals. I've tried doing an art journal, with an emphasis on the journaling part, but i don't actually enjoy writing. I like to dictate my journal and not actually write it. I've tried nature journals, creating my own journal, neurographic art, mindful art,  linocut, collage, doodling.  I don't know what medium to use, I don't have a great space in which to do art, etc. I get so bogged down by decisions, I don't actually do art as much as I like. Me doing this is me trying to change my mindset about how I look at art.  I see artists that choose one medium, and I feel like that is what I should be doing, but I am not doing that. I am jumping all over the place. But, I also feel like I am complicating it way more than it needs to be. I enjoy being creative, and I love having art I created that I can look at.