Self-Destruction

Sticky legs on a leather couch.
Breeze, slightly stirring, slips through a window.
Summarizing the situation.
How did I get here?
Soberness sails away into a sea of sorrow.
Seizures of self-reflection.
I'm solo, like a solemn lamp silhouetting shadows.
Shot gun blues serenade senses of stress and strife.
Cerebellum suffers, can't set myself up.
Horizon line now vertical.
Slithering like a broken serpent, seeking support somewhere in silence.
Searching for sun and smiles-shattered.
Life ceasing.