This is about me pondering how I've wasted so much time and the irony of itself because continuing to focus and think on it is only wasting more time.



Thinking of the past, should have done this, done that
flooding my mind with thoughts of what could have been
growth takes time and age comes with it
I might not have been ready before
I tend to harp on these things that shouldn't matter
maybe its important to dive into your feelings or else you may get trapped in them forever. gaining conscious of things I was blinded by with a light that was never there 
now ill never make those same mistakes as I leave them to last year