What if I began living my life with the mindset of an absurdist?

I believe Camus' famous quote would come to mind as “One must imagine Sisyphus happy”. I too would be like Sisyphus, embracing the chaos, uncertainty and uncomfortable cards dealt to me in my life I hold so dear. Seeing it from a different perspective; what if all this lack of control- what if it meant I did have more of it than I had once originally thought? I may not have exact control of what I'm going through sure but the mindset shifted through an absurdism perspective could show me that there is beauty in all things and the things that surround me, I too can push that rock up that hill and feel at one with all that surrounds me in my crazy world. We are all one, we are all time experiencing itself on this crazy little rock floating through space and the loneliness, pain, suffering, debt, chaotic life is not mine alone to bare. There may not even be one hill but a collective of mountains but alas I will always reach the top as many others have before me and with that view above.. it's hard to not find peace, happiness or at least some solace. To live with the mindset of an absurdist is freedom amongst it all, whatever may be going on, it is self improvement, empowerment and recollection of the soul. It is art, beauty in everything and anything and it is not ignoring the deep, dark chasms of pain but feeling it and there too finding attraction of which to pull strength upon- how absurd? What could be so absurd now? What could possibly be so unfathomable or crazy to digest? I think the point is every pill goes down smoother with the understanding it all benefits in the process of getting one up that mountain.