Transcripts
1. Introduction: Do you remember how good it felt as a kid to create
a handmade gift and give it to somebody you loved and feel that
heart filling, heartwarming feeling of
connection with that person? That's exactly what we're
going to be doing in this five-day art-making class is making a handmade gift for somebody important
in your life. By the way, that person
can totally be yourself. Then writing a heartfelt message specifically for that person. A message or a wish, and then gifting
it to that person. You'll tune into your
inner self, your heart, to identify a personally
meaningful symbol that you will center
your art around, and then you'll craft a heartfelt message to go
along with that artwork, to make a beautiful
little package. Then at the end of
class, you'll have this beautiful gift to either gift to the person
that you made it for, or to hang beautifully in your home or put
it in your office, or to gift it to yourself
in some special way. I want you to imagine
how good it's going to feel to
make the time and space to tell someone how
grateful you are for them, to give someone you love
a message of support, of love, of comfort. To tell yourself
the words that you need to hear in order to heal, in order to love and
accept yourself more, in order to give
yourself permission to simply be who you are. That's what we'll be doing here. I hope you'll join me. I will see you in class.
2. Welcome to Class!: [MUSIC] Welcome to class. I'm so glad that
you're joining me here on this five-day
art-making adventure. We're going to get
creative together and add some beauty and hope into the world and into
the life of somebody important in our lives. That person might be
someone that you know, it might be yourself. We're going to discover
that along the way. Life is hard right
now for a lot of us. I think we can all
agree that things are a little kooky in the world
in a lot of different ways, and we all need some love and support and a reminder
that we're not alone here. That's what this
class is all about. The person that
you decide to make this piece of artwork for might be somebody who's going through a particularly
rough time, somebody who hasn't made it through to the other side
of that rough time yet. It might be somebody who
you're intensely grateful for in your life for
any number of reasons. It might be yourself,
like I mentioned before. There are a lot of different
ways that this can go, and like I said, we're
going to get into that as the class goes along. We're also going to
tap into your heart in this class and your
intuition and really feeling into what message you have for that person in
this moment in time. At the end of the five days, you're going to have a painting, a drawing, a collage; something that you've made for this important person with a personal heartfelt
message that goes along with it in this
beautiful little gift that you can give whenever
the time is right; birthday, holiday, annual day. It really doesn't
matter. I think that's all I need to
tell you right now. I hope you're ready, and we're just going to dive
right in. Let's do this.
3. Choosing Your Symbol + Your Person: [MUSIC] So here we
are at the beginning. I thought I would
start us out by telling you a bit
about my story, and what inspired this class, and the impact that I've felt in my own life making
this heartfelt, heart-centered artwork
based around a personal, meaningful symbol,
and listening for messages from within and pairing those two
things together. Art and words are my jam. So that's what we're
going to do here. So to give you a little
bit of background. In 2018, I was going through
a particularly rough, difficult time in my own
life when my husband, Ryan, died unexpectedly while I was pregnant with
our second child, who's now almost four. Our first child was not
quite three at the time, so my life turned completely upside-down
like in an instant. It was overwhelming in
every sense of the word. It was heartbreaking, it was scary, it was traumatic. I think I felt every
emotion that you could possibly feel during that time. I found myself
here in my studio, where I'm standing right now, as often as I possibly
could because I just felt really safe and calm here. I found that if I
was painting and I was quiet in my
own space alone, I started to feel what was
going on inside of me, and I was able to
start processing it. The process of making art, it began to be really
healing for me. I started painting rainbows. I can't remember now, a number of years later, exactly what the catalyst was for that, but there ended up
being a number of strange serendipities
about rainbows between my mother-in-law and me. I intuitively
settled on this idea that I would paint 40
little rainbow paintings. Ryan was 40 when he died, and I would give them to all of my family members and
our close family friends, everybody who was going to be gathering for the
memorial service. So I started painting
these rainbows, and it was just really healing, and really soothing,
and really calming. It just allowed me to feel what was going on
inside of me and to process this new version of reality that all of a sudden, I was plopped into. So they started out
as a symbol of, they commemorated Ryan, I guess. They were a symbol of Ryan, but they very quickly
morphed into more of a symbol of myself and
my internal world, and the gratitude that
I was feeling for all of the people who showed up to gather around me
during those painful, really scary, difficult
early days after Ryan died. The rainbow symbol, it means so many
things to me now, it's just grown and changed,
and evolved over time, but it began to symbolize
healing and resilience. This idea that two
opposite feelings could co-exist inside
me at the same time, which I didn't
really know before, I was feeling the most
intense gratitude, and the most intense sadness and fear that I had ever
felt in my whole life. I was experiencing both of those things at the same time, and I didn't even know
that that was possible. Rainbow symbolize connection. I imagined them going
home with all of my family and friends, and
living in their houses, and that it was just this web of hope that I was creating, going out into the world. They symbolize hope,
healing, connection, gratitude, all of it. I have painted hundreds and
hundreds and hundreds of rainbows in the last
four plus years. You can see some of them
here on the walls behind me. They have just become the most meaningful
symbol that I think I have in my visual
world up to this point. So I have other symbols,
like you can see, I've got some paintings with birds with crowns back there. That's been a big one for
me for many, many years. Snakes, moons, I have a lot of different
important symbols. So I say that just to
get you started thinking about what symbols
you might connect to. You might already have
important symbols in your life. You may have never really
thought about this before, but just get your wheels
turning a little bit about symbols that you
used to love as a kid, symbols that you
connect with now, symbols that recur in your life, that you see all over the place, colors, anything, just keep that in the back of your mind
as we're going along. I made a worksheet that you
can download below that'll help you tap into what your personal symbol that
you might like to focus on in your art-making
in this class might be. Also, the person
that you want to create this artwork for. That worksheet will help guide
you toward that as well. So like I said before, you can totally choose yourself. The reason I say that is, what inspired this
class aside from this traumatic
life-altering event that I have walked through, and continue to walk
through to this day. I wrote a book, and the book is
coming out in March, and it's a rainbow book. I can't wait to
share it with you. It's the culmination of these last four some years of my life. It's just like this
beautiful celebration of my own healing, basically. This book that I
wrote is for you, it's for other people, but it's also for me. I wrote this book for myself as a reminder that everything
is going to be okay, as a reminder to
feel my feelings. Many reminders for
myself in that book that I'm hoping will
resonate with you too. But that's what
inspired this class, is that I wrote that for myself. So if you choose to
make your artwork in this class for
yourself, I love that. So you can also
choose somebody else. So as I was getting ready
to make this video, I was thinking about
who I'm going to make my artwork for in
this class because I'm going to be creating
right alongside you in these videos every day. So I intuitively
settled on my neighbor, Donna, who lives
across the street, and she's been a really
important person in my life for many years now, and especially since Ryan died. She feeds our cat every
time we go out of town, and she listens to me when I need somebody to talk to. It feels right to make a little gem of a
painting for her. That's who I'm going to
be creating my piece for. So again, you can
choose yourself. You can choose
somebody in your life that you're grateful for, who's going through
a rough time. Just tune in, and take some deep breaths, and work through the worksheet, and let the person who wants to receive this gift
from you come through. Trust what you get. When I
started thinking about this, that I should make it for my mom or somebody expected in my
life who I am grateful for, but Donna popped into my mind,
and that just felt right. So listen for what feels
right and trust that, and just trust it
and go with it. It doesn't have to make sense. But this is about
tuning into you and your heart, and what
feels right for you. So trust yourself, and download the worksheet,
work through it. If you already have your
person and your symbol in mind, that's awesome too. Then, when you come
to class tomorrow, we're going to
start talking about what materials
you're going to use. But for today, your
only task is to figure out what your symbol is going to be that
you're going to focus on. Just choose one just
to keep it simple, and who you're going to be
making this artwork for. You don't have to
think about what you want to say to that
person yet or anything, just symbol who you're
making this artwork for. Tomorrow, we are going to start actually making some
art. See you there.
4. Choosing Your Materials: Welcome back to class. We are in day 2 and today we're going to
start making some art, so this is going
to be super fun. The first thing that
I want to share today is that in this class, I'm not actually
going to be teaching you anything really
about art-making. Just let that sink
in for a minute. If you're here to learn
some technical skills or how to do something, that's not really
what this class is. This class is more of
like a container for you to sink into your own process, your own internal process, your own unique
art-making process. While I am going to be
demonstrating my own art-making, like I mentioned yesterday, I'm going to be making
a rainbow painting, some rainbow for
my neighbor Donna, who lives across the street. You don't have to follow
along and do that. In fact, I would
encourage you absolutely not to follow along and do the
same thing that I'm doing. If you want to paint
a rainbow too, I mean, that's totally cool. It's up to you. You
make the rules for you. But hopefully you came
to class today with your personal meaningful symbol picked out and the person that you are creating
this gift for, be it somebody in your life
or your very own sweet self. I am going to be
demonstrating what I'm doing as we go along and you're absolutely
welcome to follow along with what I'm doing
or do your own thing. That said, I also
want to mention that when I start
out in this process, I don't generally have a plan. I show up to the Canvas or
I typically paint on wood, so I show up at the wood panel. I try to feel as open
as I possibly can. I don't know what's
going to happen. I just try to empty everything, let go of all the
chitter chatter that's happening in my brain, all the judgment,
all the stories, all that everything that
just gets in the way of tuning in and tapping into what's
underneath all of that. The calm more true version of myself that's
underneath all of that. I try to just drop
all that chatter, tune in, show up and see
what wants to come through. I intuitively choose colors. I intuitively choose
the next right step in my painting or in
my mixed media piece, whatever I'm working on. I course-correct as I go. I don't have it all mapped
out before I start. I let it evolve and show up as it wants to
show up as I go along. That process may work for
you and that may feel really exciting or it may feel
really scary and unfamiliar, and if you are somebody
who likes to have everything mapped out and know exactly what you're
going to do beforehand, that's totally cool too. I guess, that's
what I mean when I say this is more of a container like you do not have to do things the way that I'm
doing them in the video. Do things your own way. Like, please use this
as an invitation to make the rules for yourself. Like, I'm not the boss here. You are the boss of what
you're up to over there, wherever in the world you
are creating right now, so give yourself permission
to do things your own way. There's no right,
there's no wrong. There's just tuning in and doing what you feel
called to do and making what you feel called
to make and feeling what you feel and showing up. That is basically what
we are going to do here. Your process is going to
look like your process, which may be similar to mine and it may not and
it's all good. Now I'm going to show you what
I am going to be using to create my little jam of
the painting for Donna. I'm going to be using this
cradled wooden panel. This is a six by six inches, nice and small and adorable
and acrylic paint. Some version of
this, Gouache paint. This acrylic wash, if you
are not familiar with, this, is like the best paint
over to use, it's so fun. This is my latest
favorite color, mustard. Posca pens, which are paint markers and they
are like the best. I use these things all the time. I have to try to keep my kiddos from destroying these because
they love them so much too. Will just mix all the colors together and ruin them
and they're my favorites. Let's see, glitter,
some glitter. I love glitter. I have
no shame about that. For jewels, which are
like super cheesy, but also I totally love them. I feel like these might
make their way into my little painting and
possibly colored pencils. Let's see. What else
do I have here? I've got glitter paint, glitter glue that
I use sometimes. I don't really know exactly
what's going to happen here. I just know that all
of this stuff is out and available to me and I'm just going to
see what happens.
5. Beginning To Create: I am ready to get started. I hope that you are also ready to get
started and that you're feeling excited about what is going to happen on your page, on your Canvas, on whatever it is that you're using here. So like I mentioned before, I've got my little
wood panel here and these are the
three colors that I am going to use to start by painting my
background super simple. I've got my favorite
paint brush, which I use for
backgrounds a lot. It's in terrible shape and I love this paintbrush so much. I've got my water, I have a rag, I am ready to go. So since this is small, I'm not really going to
need that much paint and actually I'm just going to put it right on here and
then just smear it around. Here we go. So I tend to like my backgrounds
to be not quite uniform. That said, though, in many of the rainbow paintings
that I've made, my backgrounds have
been flat and uniform, but this one, I think,
I'm going to have be a little bit different. So that looks good to me, and
now we'll just let that dry. So that's dry now. I decided that I want to use this cool stencil to just add a little bit more
texture in the background. I think I'm going to do
that with colored pencils. So let me just stick
through here and see what color I might
like to use something that's not too much darker, maybe this one, I
might use a couple. I'm just going to go for it. Let's see how this looks. Then, some of this might end
up getting painted over, a lot of it probably will, actually, either get
painted over or I'll use paint markers
on top or something like that but I think this could be a fun little
texture to add here, just for something a
little bit different than what I often do. So as I'm working here like
I mentioned before I'm just trying to tune into my
own inner world right now. I'm dropping all of the
feelings that I might have about the rest of my day, I have to go pick
up my kids soon, I need to make dinner, it's like all of that stuff
that I'm thinking about. That can all wait. That is going to be there
when I am done with this. So I'm trying to just take
some deep breaths, tune in, quiet myself a little
bit so I can start hearing the painting or
this mixed media piece, I guess it is at this
point now that I've used a couple of
different materials. So I can hear it talking to me, because this is like
a conversation. I'm adding to the conversation
now, and this piece is going to communicate
back with me, and all I need to do is get as quiet as I can,
and really listen for what it's trying to say,
and it'll tell me what the next step is that
wants to happen. Sometimes those communications
are very quiet, sometimes they take a while, sometimes they're
really obvious, sometimes I need to walk away from a piece for a little while and then
when I come back to it, maybe the next day
or an hour later, sometimes months later,
to be quite honest. Then the next step is clear and obvious in a way
that it wasn't before. So you just have to be willing to trust
that this process will reveal itself to you as you continue to show
up and trust it. So I'm going to pull
this up now and see how that looks. So that's fun. I have no idea where
that's going to go, where this is going
to take me, but I do like those little triangles
as a little bit of texture, so let's see what I'm
going to do next. So now I'm going to start adding the first pieces of my symbol, my rainbow, and
start to really make this little gift come alive. So I'm going to add just
a little bit more for today and then dive
back in tomorrow. You are welcome to
add as much as little to your piece today
as you'd like, but tomorrow is going to
be all about art-making, so you've got plenty of time. So I'm going to start working
on my rainbow, and I have these three little
paintings that I've made. This is one of my classic
rainbow paintings. Here is another little
painting that I've created recently that I like, and here is another one, and I just want to use all three of these as inspiration for my piece here to bring into my rainbow that
I'll be creating here. I've got some posca pens, my favorite paint markers
that I'm going to start with on my first
rainbow layers here. I'm just going to go
ahead and get started. I'm feeling a little bit
nervous to be honest, but I'm just going to go for
it and see what happens. So here we go. Again, I'm just
going to keep Donna in my mind, who I'm
making this piece for, and see if anything shows up, as far as what I would
like to say to Donna. But I want to reiterate
that this should be fun. We make art, we make
things because it's fun. I get really caught up in the shades of it all sometimes, I'm like, what is this
supposed to look like? Am I doing a good enough job? Is this lame? All the judgments that
I have about myself, like what am I going
to turn this into? How is this going
to make me money? All of the things. When really getting
back to the root of why I make things is
really the key for me. It's because I love it. It makes me feel good. I love to make things,
it makes me feel better. So once I tune back into that and let go of
all of the chatter, all of the judgment, and just have fun, and keep
it light for myself if I can, that really just makes
it more enjoyable. So I'm going to just add
a little bit more here, and as I go along, tomorrow I'm going to
start working with some different things like I
do feel like I want to add some of those gems that
I showed you before which could end up being
super cheesy but we'll see. Then, I also want
to mention that, I don't even want to
say make a mistake, if you make a move that
you're not happy with, you can always start over. You can always paint
over if you're painting, you can be bold to
make bold moves. So if something isn't working, you can change it and remember we're just
making art here, it doesn't have to be so serious, so just have fun. If you do something
you don't like, change it, start over, the rules are up to you. Now, let's see, one
more little bit. I think I'll go back
to my colored pencils, and I'm just going to start adding some
different stuff here. I feel like as I'm doing this, this may end up being glittery. I think these
little white arrows might be cool if they had
glitter on top of them. That makes me think of, I have this cool little
glue pen thing that I'm going to need to
dig around in my studio and find because that would
be the perfect tool for this. So as you go along, new things will start to
occur to you too like, I didn't think to
find that glue pen before I started and now
I'm going to have to go find it before I work
on the next steps here. After I'm done with
these little arrows, this is where I'm going
to stop for today. Please share your progress
if you feel called to do so. If you have questions, please let me know. I am here to help, I'm here to cheer you on. I cannot wait to see what
you-all are creating, to see all the different symbols that are going to
start showing up. I'm just kidding. I'm going to add just
a little bit more. These are cool, these
are glittery posca pens, which I discovered
last year, I think. I love them so much. Like I said before, I am a shameless glitter lover, and I probably will be forever. So one more little bit, and then I'm going
to call it a day, and come back and meet
you guys here tomorrow. Tomorrow, probably, I'm thinking I'll use
some gouache paints to do some little layers on here, and the tools that I
mentioned, and glitter. I don't know what else,
maybe even some cup papers, some sequence. I don't know what's
going to happen. I will meet you here next time.
6. Tuning Inward + Making Art: Welcome back to Day 3. We are going to keep
making our artwork today. In this video, I'm just going to be demonstrating
what I'm up to and talking you through my process, and there's also a worksheet
for you to download that'll help you start
thinking about what your message is going to
be for the person that you're making your gift for. I'm going to be talking
through my thoughts about the message that I might like to give to Donna along
with this painting. So let's get started. Welcome back. I hope
that you are having fun creating your
piece so far and that it's coming along nicely, however far into the
process you've gotten, and I'm just going to pick up right where I
left off yesterday. I mentioned that I was
going to be looking for this Tombow glue
pen, which I found. Also, I just wanted
to tell you something that just happened, which I wasn't planning
on as part of the course, but I feel it's pretty perfect. I have a window right in front of me and something
just caught my eye, and I looked up and there was a hummingbird right
at my eye level, looking in the window at me, and it really caught
me off guard. I feel like it's really
perfect because for me, and I think probably for a
lot of other people, too, hummingbirds symbolize joy. But for me, they also symbolize that
I'm on the right path. So I felt like that was
just really perfect since we're talking
about symbols here and what images and
things mean to us. That's another
really important one for me as a hummingbird. The fact that one
showed up for me in the filming of this
class is pretty perfect. Anyway, that said, I'm going to use that also as a reminder to stay
light and loose and have fun and
bring some joy into this painting instead
of getting tight and trying to make
everything really perfect. I'm just going to show
up and see what happens. I don't know about
this glue pen. I'm not sure if it's
going to work over the colored pencil, so I think I'm going to
go to the side of it. I was testing it out a
little bit before I started, and it seemed a little finicky. I'm going to go like this, and then we'll test it out and see how it looks before
doing the other side. Then if it doesn't
work out well, I'm just going to go ahead and wipe it off because like
we talked about yesterday, if you don't like something, just start over or paint
over it or whatever. Just get rid of it and
do something else. There are no rules here. I'm going to glitterize this. Is that a word, glitterize? I don't know, it is now. I've got just this white
shimmering glitter that I really love. That didn't totally work. I'm not sure what
happened there. But that's okay, I can use a paintbrush
to get some of that extra off once it's dry. So let's move onto
the other side. I'll fix that up in a minute. Back to the pen. Getting close. Let's put some
glitter on that side. Hopefully this side
will be a little more the way it was meant to be. I think that's a
little bit better. Seemed to have gotten
some stickiness on pieces of this somehow.
That'll do for now. I'll put that off to the side, put the cap on so it doesn't spill because that
would be a disaster. Let's see if I can clean
this up a little bit. Yeah. I'm not sure exactly
what happened there, but that's going to
be a little better. We've got some glitter. Next, let me see, I
think I'm going to do maybe sand gouache. Again, I do not
have a plan here, so I'm just winging it as I go and deciding what colors
I'm going to use here. I'm going to go with, let's see. I'm going to start
with those two and we'll see how that goes. I'm going to use this
little brush here, let me see if I can
move that over. In this next bit,
I think I'm just going to work
quietly and you can work along with
me, or just watch, or whatever makes the
most sense for you and just speed this
next part up so you can see me working on my piece, but not have this video be
an hour-long. Here we go. I think it's time now to add
some of these little gems, which I've got a pile
of pink ones here. I'm not really loving these
white dots that I made. So I'm going to grab
this glue here. I've got this cool
liquid glue that you can put on with
this little teeny tip. So I'm going to just go ahead and put a
line of glue here. You can use really any kind
of glue for this obviously. Even straight up Elmer's
glue will work just fine. Here we go. As I'm doing this, I want
to take an opportunity to talk about supplies. These are definitely
a cheesy kid supply, which a lot of people might
have some judgment about, which is totally fine and valid. I would like you to just,
as much as you can, give yourself permission to
use whatever lights you up. If you love glitter, use it. If it's fake jewels, use it. If it's oil paint, use it. There are no rules
and what other people think or what other people say really doesn't
matter here at all. This process is for you and you alone and making
something that lights you up in order to give somebody important to
you a heartfelt gift. So just give yourself permission to use
whatever you want, make whatever you want.
This is your life. This is your creative process. Nobody gets to say
anything about it except for your
very own sweet self. I'm really liking this. I'm going to move on
to the other side. Super cheesy, but
look how happy it is. I'm really into it.
Let's see here. Side number 2. Then I'm not exactly sure
what I'm going to do next, but I'll get there
when I get there. I think I don't have quite
enough pink jewels here. I may have to dig
around for more. Definitely going to have
to dig around for more. These are not easy to pick up. There we go. That's
going to work better. Something about this
is very meditative. I went through a
phase when I was in my early 20s of using sequence
a lot in my paintings, which also sounds lame, but I made these areas of grids of filled-in areas of sequence, and I loved filling
in those areas. It was such a satisfying,
peaceful feeling. Somehow, this is crazy. I picked out just the exact
right number of jewels. I used every single one and
I don't have any leftover. Magic, I tell you. Let's see. What am I
going to do next here? Let's try some little
leaf shapes in here. I think this will work okay with colored pencil over paint. This is maybe
necessarily leaf shapes, but just little. We'll just call
them leaf shapes. I'm thinking that we're
probably going to need maybe some more glitter. So I'm going go back to
that glue and let's see. I want to use a blue
glitter, I think. Dark blue. That's
going to be good. Where am I going to put this? We'll just go right
in between here. This is going to
be maybe tricky. We'll just see what happens. I have my handy little
paper catcher here. Let's see if I can get
that without getting it on the pink jewels. Nice. Man, I love glitter. Next side. Let's put it. I'm going to go for right here. My kids spilled blue
glitter all over my floor recently in the
studio and I was like, "I love glitter, but it
is not fun to clean up." I will tell you that much. You probably know that. Some people hate glitter
for that very reason. Then we can clean
up some of that extra with a paintbrush
or fingers or something. I think we're getting
close to being done here. I think I'm feeling like I want to put something
in the middle right here and I might go
against my own rules about this class where I said we're going to focus on
just using one symbol, and I might actually add a
different symbol in here. I'm feeling like I want to put a little white moon in there. Moon for me represents
my inner world. Also, I just messed
up that glitter. So I'm going to fix
that. Is that it? No. Where did I put that? I put it over here. Let me
just fix that real quick. We bumped into that
and there we go. I did it again right over there. This is where my lack of, what am I trying to say,
careful craftsmanship comes into play. Oh my gosh, I did it again. You guys, this is ridiculous. I need to not touch this
anymore after this. One more little bit here. Any of those areas, we'll just put it right
there. There we go. See, creativity and
art making is all about making moves and then correcting them, if
and when you need to. There we go. This
glue dries fast. It's very quick. I like that. Like I said, I'm thinking
that I want to put a moon right here. Let's see. Probably use this colored pencil and then I may go
over it with paint, but I'm not sure yet. I think part of the
reason that I'm feeling called to put this symbol is, like I said, it symbolizes
tuning into my inner world, is that my neighbor Donna, who this painting is for, is somebody who I'm just
really able to talk to. She makes me feel really
safe and really comfortable to share who I truly am, like my true inner self. That's the meaning behind
putting that right here. Let me see. Do I want to make that paint? Maybe I'll just
try going over it with this to make it.
Yeah, there we go. This is just a white
poster paint Sharpie. I've got all kinds of
different paint markers and things here. I totally just touched
that glitter again. Oh my gosh, I need to get away
from this until it's dry. I'm just going to ruin it. Do a little bit more
glitter there to try to fix that up, and then I'm just going
to stand back and take, that's not the right
color, a peek and see what other moves or what
other marks come to mind, to finish this thing up. Remove that out of the way. Let me just look at
this for a minute. I'm going to have to clean some of this up
once the glitters is dry. I got to stay away
from that area. I'm just going to add
some little marks. I'm a big fan of
repetitive marks, lines, oh dear, dots. Oh gosh. That broke. Let's see if I've
got a similar one. There we go. That's
the same one. Nope. I'll try that one. Anyway, like I was
saying, I'm a big fan of repetitive marks, lines, dots for adding texture, and some dimension
without having to think too much about it. Meditative, like I
was saying before. I really like making
art in a way where I can let my mind
wander and think about other things while
I'm making it, tune in to my inner voice. Let's see. Do I want to add
anything else here? Maybe. Getting close here. Let me take a little
paintbrush and try to clear that away a little bit. I think that glitter
is stuck to it because the paint marker was
still a little wet. Let me just give
that another layer over the top to get rid of some of that without touching that
glitter, hopefully. That's still wet. I'm going to call that
good for right now. Let's see. What else?
What else? What else? Last little thing, I think
I'm just going to add some magical little moon lines. I did it again. I really need to stop. This is also where
I get into trouble, is that I think I'm not going to keep making the same
mistake over and over, and then I, of course, keep making the same
mistake over and over. So I need to just
learn to be patient. That's my life lesson, is learning to be patient.
Haven't learned it yet. I think this needs some more
of this pink somewhere, and I think that I'm going to go over this blue that I just did because that's not
standing out very much. That's better. On the surface, this painting is
just a happy little, I don't know, pink and
blue rainbow painting that doesn't really mean
anything when you look at it. But for me, it's meaningful. For me, this represents a lot. That's what this is all about, is creating something that's
meaningful for you that has some heart and
some feeling in it that you'll gift to your person. I'm going to leave
this to dry for now. I'll clean this up a little
bit in a little while, and then tomorrow I'm
going to finish this up. I'm going to paint the
edges here just to make it a little more of a
finished presentation and add any finishing touches
that I may decide to make. Probably put a spray clear
coat over this just to protect it from smudging and fading and things like that, and then write my message
to go along with it, and then we'll
package it all up. So I will see you
in the next video.
7. Creating Your Message/Wish: [MUSIC] Welcome back.
We are on Day 4, and I hope that
you're having fun and that your artwork is starting to get to some finished state
or close to finished. We're going to be finishing
everything up today and writing the messages that
go along with our artwork. As you're thinking about
what you want to say to the person that you are
gifting your artwork to, I created a worksheet that you can download
that has a space for writing out a draft
of your message and then a cute little printable template if
you'd like to use that. Again, there are no rules,
you do not have to do that, I just made it, in case
you might want to use it. You can totally write your
message in a greeting card, you could write it on
the back of your piece with a sharpie or a pencil, or make your own cute
little piece of paper, something to write
your message on. There are options, I guess,
is what I'm getting at but download the worksheet
if you would like to use my template
and the draft space. I also wanted to give you
a little bit of a tip on writing your messages. You can write it in whatever
way feels best for you but I find that when I am writing a message to myself
or to somebody else, I like to think of it as a wish, like what do I wish
for that person? Starting your message or the sentences in your
message with phrases like, may you, dot, dot, dot, may you feel free. May you feel loved, may you walk to the other
side of your healing, whatever it is, those
are not great examples, but you get the idea. Also, I wish for you dot, dot, dot, or this is
what I wish for you. I hope you dot, dot, dot. As you're thinking
about your person, think about how you
want them to feel, what your hopes and dreams, and wishes are for them, or how you see them. It could be like I see
you, dot, dot, dot. I see how hard you're working, I see your struggle and I'm here with you,
you're not alone. All of those kinds of
phrases are really nice to craft your
heartfelt message. I'm going to write my message out on the little
template so you can see mine and then
we'll put it all together. We are back. Welcome back. I am going to finish up
this little painting today and I don't think that
I want to do much else. I did clean up a little bit of the extra glitter
once it was dry, I'm thinking that
this white just looks a little bit, I don't know, it needs to tie in with the rest of the piece
a little bit more, so I'm just going to
add a teeny bit of white in here somewhere. Then I'm going to paint the edges white
and that's going to be that. Then I'm
going to let it dry and work on crafting my message. This will be just a super [NOISE] quick little
thing here, let's see. I'm going right here. [NOISE] I think I'm
going to call that good. Let's paint these edges. I'm just going to use some
basic white acrylic paint and let's see. Let's go for this paintbrush and I'm [NOISE] just going to carefully color it
with this white. [MUSIC] [NOISE] There is my piece and I'm just going
to put this off to the side and then I'm going to start
working on my message. I'm ready to start
working on my message and when I was thinking about what I wanted
to say to Donna, I mostly want to
just communicate how grateful I am for her, but there are also some
specific things that I want her to feel or
that I wished for her. I just wrote all of this down as some bullet points just to guide my message
writing and you're totally welcome to do the
same if that's helpful. For Donna, I wish
good health, comfort, safety, peace, happiness,
and not feeling alone. I'm grateful for her
listening ear and friendship, her wisdom earned through pain, she feeds my cat when I'm away, she has an unapologetic
way of being in the world that helps
me give myself permission to do the
same for myself, I guess, and her kindness. I'm grateful for her kindness. As I was thinking about
how to craft that into a poetic statement
or a poetic message, this is what I came up with. I think of this as a puzzle that I put
together and move words around until it feels right and this is
what I came up with. For you, I am grateful for
your kind listening ear, for your friendship,
true and deep, for your wisdom earned
like me through pain, for the permission you
helped me give myself to be unapologetically me. May you trust in
your good health, may you stay safe and secure, may you feel connected and
know that you are not alone, may you feel my gratitude, and may you feel peace in as
many moments as possible. That is my message and I'm going to use this
little template that I made that's available
for you to use too. You can print this
out and use it if you would like, no pressure, you can totally do
your own thing, that is one million
percent welcome here. I'm realizing that this is a lot of words to fit in
this little space, so I'm going to have
to write very small, which is not normally
the way I do things. We'll see what happens here. I might run out of space, hopefully not. Here we go. [MUSIC] I did it. It's not the most beautiful, but it will do. It's my message. This is it. This is my little package here, my message, and my little
painting, and next, we are going to
package this all up in a beautiful little
package and it'll be ready to give to Donna. We'll do that in the next
video, see you there. [NOISE]
8. Wrapping Your Gift + Sharing Your Story: My friend, it is Day 5. It is the last day of
class, you have done it, and I hope that you're
feeling really good about the piece that you created and gifting it to whoever
you're gifting it to. I hope you're excited. If that person is yourself, hang it lovingly in
your house or just make it a really nice little treat
for yourself if you can, honoring the fact that you took this time and made this space to really give yourself something
lovely and beautiful. I also wanted to tell you that
I made something for you. There's a worksheet. Again,
you can download it. It's not actually a
worksheet, I guess, it's just a printable
download today. I wrote a message for you. You can find it down below. Download it, print it
out if you'd like. It is my wish for you. I'm just so thrilled that you joined me here and
I hope that you've really gotten something
meaningful from this. I hope that it's been useful,
joyful, and inspiring. But before we go any further, let's wrap up this gift. You, of course, are not obligated at all to do things the way
that I am doing them. But I thought it would
be fun to show you what I'm going to be using
to wrap mine up. This is a piece of
my rainbow fabric. You probably know that
I'm a fabric designer, so I have a lot of fabric
around and this is one of my favorite ways to wrap a gift, just because I think it's
cute and unique and it's also more earth friendly
than gift wrap, which often just
go straight into the garbage or the recycling. Not great. This is the
same size as my paintings, so I think I'll just
layer it right in there and then go for it. Normally, this isn't the
way that I would do it. I would tie it all together
for a cheeky style, but for whatever reason, this is what I
decided to do today. I think because I wanted to use these little fabric
ribbon pieces. There we go. One more. I loop that through there, tie it all together, and voila. There is my gift ready
to give to Donna and I could put some cute
little tag on there. But for all intents
and purposes, this is ready to go right now. That said, I would love
to see what you made. I would love to share your creations on social media if you'd like to
share them with me. I'd like to share some of
them may be in my newsletter. I'm hoping that you'll share not only images of
your artwork with me, but also the stories
behind them, who you made it for. Why? What is the reason
that you took the time, you took five days
out of your busy life to make something for
somebody important? Why? What's the reason? I would love to hear the things that
you're going through, the ways that you're supporting
people in your life, the ways that you're
showing up for yourself. You can email me. Please,
please, please, please email me. If for nothing else,
I just selfishly want to be lifted up
by what you're doing, what you've created, what
you've made for yourself, for other people, I
want to hear those. I want to connect with you. I want to spread the love,
I want to feel the love, I want to add more love to
the world with you all. Please, email me. My email address is below. I'm very easy to
get in touch with. You can also tag me on social media or if
you use the hashtags, art for self-care and make
art with Jessica Swift. If you add those to your
post, I'll be able to find them and see what you're up to and share them in my stories. Share them, make a
reel out of them. I don't know what
exactly I'm going to do yet, but I'm
going to figure it out.
9. Final Words: That is it. We are at the
end of class my friend. I'm so grateful that
you joined me here. I hope that you have gotten something meaningful
out of this experience and I hope that if you enjoyed
it and you had fun that you'll go through this
process again and make a gift for yourself maybe, if you gifted somebody else
the artwork this time, or if you are going
to be gifting someone else your art work this time, or you can do this as many
times as you like and add more and more loveliness to the world through
your art-making. This really matters, showing
up for yourself matters. Generosity matters,
kindness matters. There's so much darkness
in the world in general, but I think especially
these days, I think we're all feeling
that right now with all of the enormous travesties that are going on in our
world currently. Showing up to make
space and make time to do something beautiful for yourself or for somebody
else, it really matters. I hope that you'll take the
time to acknowledge that. Acknowledge yourself for
showing up and for adding to the goodness in the world which our world
desperately needs. I'm so grateful that you have joined me here
and stay in touch. Again, please send
me your stories and your images, and
connect with me on social media and via email. I can't wait to see
what you've made here, and you're awesome and
amazing. Thank you.