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1. Introduction: How do you listen
to your intuition? How can you listen to what
your inner voice has to say on a day to day basis when
things can feel so uncertain, overwhelming, and even
really scary sometimes? How do we take good care of ourselves through all the stress and change and
challenges that come our way every single day? And how the heck does art
making fit into all of this? Anyway, I'm Jessica Swift. I'm an artist in
Portland, Oregon. I started using art making
as a way to untangle my inner world in a dark time After my husband died in 2018, this process became my lifeline, teaching me to tap into my inner guidance
whenever I needed it. It rippled out into
every area of my life. I want to share why this
journey matters and to show how it can transform
not just your art, but your entire life. Also, let's set the stage. Imagine a space where
your inner world becomes a canvas and the rich wisdom within you starts bubbling up, just eager to find expression. That's what we're diving
into together here. Whether you're
working with canvas paper or a digital screen, even this process is
uniquely crafted for you. The supplies you
use don't matter. Your level of experience
doesn't matter. What you create in these five lessons,
doesn't even matter. You don't actually
even have to be an artist at all to try
this out, I know, right? The pressure is totally off
during this mini class. I want you to give yourself
permission to play, to get curious, to embrace being a beginner,
to make mistakes. To allow the unknown, even to create something that
you might consider ugly. It's about giving
yourself the gift of creative quiet
space just for you. I totally understand
life gets busy. I'm a solo parent
juggling two young kids, running a business,
all the things. But I've learned that
when I don't give myself the space to tune
into my inner self, to do the things that really
fill me up, my life suffers. We all have convincing excuses. Past judgments,
Self worth doubts, the belief that self care is selfish, that we
don't have time. But have you ever wondered
what's underneath all of that? Or if any of it is
actually even true? We often hear the analogy
that you have to put on your own oxygen mask
before helping others. It's really not just a cliche, It true when you allow
yourself to feel good, giving becomes a joy. It flows naturally because
you're already filled with it. Let's fill up our cuts
together because you matter. Feeling good, calm,
peaceful, valued, excited. Even just for a few
minutes a day matters. And it makes a difference.
It's not just good for you. It ripples out to everyone
you meet and beyond. The more you say
yes to yourself, the more you give others permission to say
yes to themselves. That's a big deal.
Let's dive into these five lessons you're going to drop into
your inner world. Make contact with
your deep wise self. Listen for what it has to share. Simple. There's no pressure on what your artwork looks like. Your inner experience is absolutely what
matters the most here. This way of making transformed one piece of art at a time. If you join me in these
upcoming lessons, I'll walk you through the
process and you'll get to start transforming your life
through art making too. Remember, there are no
right or wrongs here. You make the rules for you. I cannot wait to see what unfolds in your
art making adventure. Let's do this.
2. Tuning In: Before we get started,
let's talk a little bit about how to tune
into your intervoice. Anyway, if you're unfamiliar with hearing what your
intervoice has to say to you, it might take a bit
of time to figure out how it best wants to
communicate with you. How you tune into
your intervoice is a completely
personal process. Basically, there are
as many different ways to tune in as there are
people on the planet. Like we're all going to
have our own unique ways of how we get in touch
with our inner world. While I do of course
have some suggestions, and I'll share those
with you in a minute. This is not at all a
definitive or exhaustive list of things that you can try. Remember, you make the rules, nobody knows better what's going to work for you than you. If you have something different that you want to try, do it. If you think one
of my suggestions isn't going to work
for you, skip it. Like there are no
rules. There's also not a right way or a
wrong way to do this. The pressure is completely off. Like there's no wrong
way to do this. Some days you might
find that it's really easy to access that
inner part of yourself. Other days you're chattering. Monkey mind might do
everything that it can to get in your way and block
you. That's totally normal. Every day is going to
be its own experience. Just do whatever you can to not judge yourself
and just stay open to experience whatever your
experience is going to be. You might have a way of
tuning in that's completely different than anything
that I'm suggesting. That's awesome too.
Whatever works for you is what works for you. Let's talk about some ways
that you could try tuning in. One of the most common ways, of course, is meditation. This is one of my
personal favorite ways. I like to do something
really simple. I sit with my eyes closed and I take some deep breaths and I picture furling all of the like tentacles of energy that I have
out in the world. All of my to do all of the
things I'm worried about. All of the conversations
I've had today, all of the things, all the ways that my
energy is scattered out. I imagine bringing that all back in to right here in my own body. My own energy field being whole in this present moment,
right here, right now. Then once I'm in that
state of feeling calm, relaxed, present, then I'm
able to listen and receive. And that's when the
magic starts to happen. Another way that
really works well for me is what I call
a thinking walk. Which is where I
simply set out in my neighborhood with
the intention of hearing a message for
myself for that day. As I walk, my mind
just wanders as I'm looking around at the trees and the sky and whatever
the flowers, everything that I happen
to see in my neighborhood, I just listen
loosely and lightly for something that feels
like the right message. For that day, it's hard to describe the
feeling that I get, But when I hear the message that the message
that's meant for me, in that moment, it feels like almost like a puzzle
piece clicking into place. Or it's like something
just dropped into my awareness without me
having to think about it. Which just now that I
think about it makes me realize the term
thinking walk is maybe not the best because I'm actually
actively trying not to think or not to let
my conscious mind think too much
while I'm walking. But anyway, that is one
of my favorite ways to tune in and hear what
my inner voice has to share with me for that day. Some other ways that you
could try tuning in, ways that have worked for me with varying degrees of
success at different times. Going for a drive, taking a bath or a shower,
that works well for me. Sometimes I've had some
surprising insights in the shower, doodling. Using your non
dominant hand to draw. Drawing with your eyes closed, making repetitive marks,
dancing, running, doing yoga. There are so many
different ways that you can busy one part of your mind, so you can let that
other deeper part of your mind bubble up
to the surface and share what it has to share
with you as time goes on. And the more you practice, the easier it will become to spiral, spiral into yourself. To hear, to make connection
with that inner part of you, to hear what your inner
voice has to say, and then to spiral back out
into your outward world. Your inner voice is always there to guide you
every single moment. No matter what that's
true for everybody, all you have to do is
pay attention to it. While that sounds really
simple, that's not always easy, and I realize that,
but it really is that simple through these five days. I just want you to
practice tuning into your inner voice in whatever
way feels the best to you. You can do the same
thing every day. You can try different things, whatever is going
to work for you. Just try not to judge
yourself, whatever happens. And remember, we're
just playing here. So stay open, stay curious for whatever
wants to happen for you. And get ready to dive
into our first prompt. And I'm so excited to get going.
3. Prompt 1: I Am_______: Okay, my friend, we are diving
into prompt number one. This is very exciting
and as you can see, I've got my supplies ready. I'm using pretty
simple supplies today. I just have my sketchbook. And these markers, these are Tmbo water based dual
brush pen markers. They have two sides, a thin tip and a
more brushy tip. You can use similar
supplies to me today. Or if you want to use something completely different paint, collage colored pencils, canvas, cardboard like
whatever you want. Anything goes, you make the
rules for you, remember. But this is what
I'll be using today. As these five days go on, I will demonstrate some
different materials. Also, I'm using markers today, but tomorrow I will use
something different. As you can see, I
have done some of these drawings before
with these same markers. My sketchbook is
filled with them. It's fun to look back on the messages that
I've given to myself. I'm on the very last page of my sketch book,
which is also. Okay, let's dive in. Today's prompt is to
fill in the blank blank. I went for a walk earlier
today in order to hear my own answer to this message that I will
be illustrating here. What I heard was, I am ready. That's what I'll be
doing here today. One of my favorite
ways to tune in and hear what my inter,
voice has to say, which I mentioned
before, is to go on what I call a thinking walk. That's what I did
and I just walk and let my mind
wander and mull over whatever prompt I'm trying
to receive an answer to. Or sometimes I don't use a prompt at all and I just
wait for something to come. I went for my
thinking walk today, and without fail, it worked. As you're tuning in to receive your own
answer to this prompt, you might want to
do the same thing. You might go for a walk. You might want to take a bath. You might close your eyes
and sit quietly, meditate. You might go for a drive
or a run or dance. Like there are so
many different ways. However, feels best
to you to try to tune into yourself and hear
what your deep wise, true inner voice has to
say to you is great. And remember, just don't
take it too seriously. Don't put too much
pressure on yourself. If nothing comes,
that's okay too, like whatever happens is okay. Just give yourself permission to let whatever happens be okay. Let's dive in. I should talk
about colors a little bit. These are the colors that I
intuitively chose to use. And I may or may not use
all of them as I go. I don't really have a plan here. I tend to stick to colors like a somewhat
limited range of colors. My go to color combinations are tend to be pink
and orange and green. This is just what I
naturally gravitate toward. Colors that are close
to those colors or variations of those
colors on the color wheel. Always feel pretty
easy for me to use. That's what I'll be doing today. When I begin, I just begin and I try to keep my hand moving and I don't know
how this is going to look. So this will be as much of a surprise to me
as it is to you. I try to just keep going and not overthink it and
see what happens. Let's do this. I am ready. Okay. If hand lettering
freaks you out, if it feels really
hard or scary, or if you have some story that you are bad at it or whatever might be
going on in your mind. If this is not something
you normally do, why not give it a
try If you want to. If you have no interest, you absolutely don't have to make your letters
look beautiful. You can just write it quickly. You can write it really small. Your image can focus mostly
on images or symbols. It doesn't even have to
have the actual words in drawing or in your creation can be wrapped into creation in whatever way feels
appropriate to it. Definitely doesn't have to be beautifully illustrated letters. But if that's something
that feels fun. To try. Then I invite you and encourage
you to try something, even if it might feel scary
or new, or unfamiliar. Because sometimes things
feel scary, right? Might feel unsafe, it
might feel unfamiliar in a way that just really makes you want to
run the other direction. And that can also be seen as an invitation to
go for it anyway. See what happens, see what's on the other side of that fear. I happen to really
like hand lettering and I've been doing
it since I was a kid. It probably looked very similar when I was a
kid to how it does now. Because it's walk and funky and rudimentary
looking in some ways. But that's what I love about it. It's imperfect and it's
full of heart, I think. And soul, and personality. It doesn't look like
a computer made it. It's mine. It's my
hand lettering. It is what it is. Okay. So now it's
time to embellish. And again, this is I've
been doing basically the same kind of thing since
I was a very little kid. And I think that
there is something potent and powerful and beautiful about that because little kids are all
creative, right? I mean, we are all creative
beings in my opinion. My humble opinion, little kids like have you ever walked into a preschool classroom or
a preschool art room and seen any child second guessing the things
that they're creating? No, they just create. They just in the moment, they're just enjoying
the feeling of having a marker in their hand or a paintbrush or
finger painting. They're just in the moment, in the process, not
judging themselves. And somewhere along
the way we lose that. Some of us lose that
more than others. But I believe it's still there. That creativity,
that joy of making something just because
it feels so good to make something doesn't go away. It just gets dampened, it just gets covered up
with these beliefs that we start piling on top of that until it sometimes gets so buried that we forget
that it's even there, or we believe that
it's just gone. But I think that's what this
process can really awaken is just the joy of making something because it feels
good to make something, not because it has
to be a masterpiece. I guarantee you,
this will not be a masterpiece, but
it will be mine. It's a record of
a moment in time that I experienced and something that I wanted to give myself, purely because it feels good. It feels good to just
put marks on a page. This is not earth shattering stuff that I'm doing right here, but I get to do, I get
to choose to do it. And I feel like that is
somewhat earth shattering. That is the radical
part of this, is that you get to choose, even if every story in your mind is telling
you that you shouldn't. This is silly, this is
frivolous, this doesn't matter. I have so many
other things to do. While all of that
stuff may feel true, you still get to choose to do something that lights you up and
makes you feel good. Just because I'm going to continue on just
making my little marks. I think tapping into
that child like sense of play and fun is really key here. I'm just making lines and dots. This doesn't take a lot
of exceptional skill, what I am doing, but This is what I love
to do as a kid too. And this helps me remember that. It helps me remember to just let myself play and to let myself be that everything is
okay. Everything is okay. All of my to do and
problems and all of the things will be waiting for me on the other side
of this as well. I can take a few
minutes to give to myself to fill up my cup a little bit and carry on with the rest of
my day afterwards. I will also mention that your message doesn't
have to make sense to anybody except you. While the words I am ready,
they're common words. It's something that people say. It's something that means
something specific to me, right at this moment
in time in my life. This means to me for
where I am in my life, in my work, in my family, in all of the things, this is really meaningful to me. But that apparent or it might not be apparent at all what exactly that
means on the surface. And that really doesn't matter. That's not the point
of this whatsoever. This is just for you. So
keep that in mind also, that if your message doesn't
necessarily make sense to, like if someone else were to
look at, it doesn't matter. Nobody else has to see this
unless you want them to. One thing I never can seem to do is center these
properly on the page. It's always just a little bit
up or down from the center. Just part of the wonkiness
of how I create, I guess I'll just choose to see it as charming
instead of anything else. Sometimes while
you're doing this, you'll potentially make choices that you don't really care for, the way that I just
did with these dots. And you can go with it, right? Because that's just
like life, right? Things happen, you make mistakes and you just get to keep moving forward and turn your
mistakes into something new. Or you get to just look at them as a record of
your imperfection. As a human, because
we are all imperfect, there's not a perfect
person on this planet. There's a lot of permission
to be in those moments where you make a that
is not your favorite. When you make a piece of artwork
that's not your favorite because Lord knows that'll
happen also, right? I had a professor in college
who used to tell me, you have to be willing to make the bad art in order to
get to the good art. I do believe that is
absolutely true, right? It's all part of the
process of being an artist, of being a person, of being a beginner of
all of the things. There's so much
permission that we can give ourselves to
just be where we are, be who we are, how we are, and let it all be, okay? Okay. I think that this
is just about complete. As you can see, this process doesn't need to take very long. I think it's been probably about maybe ten to 12 minutes of drawing here and I
have my page filled up. I feel pretty good about
how this has turned out. I was going to add more,
but you know what? I think that I might stop
actually a little bit more. As you practice
this, you'll start to have a conversation
with what you're creating. And it will just reveal to
you what the next step is in what wants to happen
on the page or on the canvas or whatever it is. But just remembering to stay loose and light and
keeping things moving without getting too stuck in any one step is
important in my view. The same professor that
I was just mentioning told me another negative wisdom that I've carried with
me all of these years. And he said, don't get
precious with your work. I really love that because
it allows for a lot of freedom and looseness
and personality. I think to show up in
your work when you're not so worried about
everything looking perfect, and instead just letting it be, letting it reveal itself to you as whatever it is
that it wants to be. On that note, I'm going to
leave this as it is for today. I cannot wait to see what
you are going to create. For this prompt,
please remember to use the hashtag in the
post here as a reminder. And that way I'll be
able to see what you make and find what you make
and share what you make. And if you don't want
to share it at all, that's totally cool too. And I will see you
in the next lesson.
4. Prompt 2: I'm Allowed To________: Welcome to lesson
two of the kick start your art for self
care practice mini class. As you can see, I have some different supplies here
today than I did yesterday. I am working with a little
wooden cradled panel here, which is basically my
favorite thing to paint on. I've tried to be somebody who creates paintings on paper so
many times over the years. And for whatever reason, painting on paper is not my jam. But I do absolutely
love painting on wood. That's what I'll be using today. Totally welcome
to do the same or do whatever feels right for you, whether that's creating
on paper, using markers, pens, paint, collage,
working digitally. It is all welcome here and
you make the rules for you. You can do what
I'm doing or not, And it's all totally cool. Let's see, I've got a few
different things here. You can see I have
some acryla gouache, my trusty prisma
color colored pencils that I've been using
since I was a kid. My Posca pens, which I
also absolutely love, I love this stabilo chalk pencil for outlining things if I
need to outline things, all of these supplies are
linked down below the video. If you are looking to
get your hands on any of this stuff or you just want to know where it is
or where to get it, you can find all of that below. We're just going
to dive right in. Today's prompt is to
complete the sentence. I'm allowed to blank
as I was pondering this prompt because I'm doing these exercises right
along with all of you. I don't have any canned prompt responses that
I'm working with. This is actually,
before recording this, I really tuned in and
listened for my answer. For this prompt for today, what I heard was I'm allowed
to be a beginner and that's very appropriate for me in a lot of different
ways these days, that is what I'm going
to be working with. If you haven't already,
take a few minutes to tune in to your inner voice, Really try to get quiet and hear what it has
to share with you. Sometimes the answers
might surprise you. Sometimes you might
hear something that not make sense
in the moment, just doesn't feel right or it's not what
you wanted to hear, it's not the message
you wanted to receive. But I would just encourage
you to trust, trust. Trust, the first thing that comes to you
that feels right, and try not to second guess
it and just go with it. Even if it doesn't make sense, it may start making
sense as you create your artwork today,
let's dive in. I do not know what's going
to happen for me today. I have no plan, which
is normally how I start out a painting or any
creation for that matter. I'm just going to go for it. I hope that feels a little bit encouraging and gives you a little bit of permission
to also just go for it, because this could
turn out terribly. I really don't know
what's going to happen, what's going to come
out of my hands onto this surface today. But I do know that I'm
working with the message. I'm allowed to be a beginner. Let's go, I'm just
going to sketch out a few little things
just to give myself a little bit of a framework. I think I like painting flowers. That that feels like a
fine place to start. We'll see where I go from there. I don't know how
well I'll be able to talk my way through
this painting. So I'll probably speed up
some of the sections and put some music to it
just so you're not, you know, watching
me paint in silence. Okay, so here we go. It's fun to give you kind
of an inside peek into my Process because it's loosey,
goosey and intuitive. And I wing it a lot. And I don't start out with a
palette in mind or anything, and it's all, I'm just going flying by
the seat of my pants. It feels a little bit vulnerable to be letting you
watch me paint right now. Because as you can see, I'm just adding paint to my
palette as I go. And I am not sure what's
going to transpire here, but this is one of my
absolute favorite colors. That's always a good place
to start something familiar. Something you love as you're working. Try not to judge the
marks that you're making, too much staying in the flow and just
letting your intuition guide you without letting the ego part of you
get in your way, will transform
basically every part of your life if you let it, because our egos have
a lot to say, right? Like we're judging our lives as we're moving through
them all the time. Which can be useful of course, but also in my experience, anyway, it can get in my way. It can hold me back from really authentically or living
up to my true potential. Because that ego part of me is just trying
to keep me safe. And trying to keep me,
as far as art making goes from making something
that I don't like, that I don't think
looks very good, that I might be
embarrassed about because that feels unsafe
for whatever reason. But intuitive part of me, the soul part of me just
wants to create because it feels good and it
doesn't actually matter what it ends
up looking like. Do your best to, if you
hear something from that scared ego part of
you acknowledge that it's there and then tell it
that it's safe and it's okay. You're just playing,
you're just having fun here and it's all good. I find that making
repetitive marks like this is very
soothing for me. It really helps me
get into the zone, into the creative flow. If there are any
certain kinds of marks that you like to
make that just feel right, incorporating that into
your art making could be a really nice
way to just give yourself the gift of inner
quiet and inner fulfillment, like meditative to me. To make these repetitive marks. These are all so wet, but what I like to do
often is layer paint and colored pencil and these
Parkers Posca pens together, I guess they would technically
be mixed media pieces. I call them paintings because
it's just, it's easy. But once this first
layer is dry, I'll start going over
some of these pieces, the bigger patches of solid
color with some more details. I guess it's looking like my message is probably going to end up just right there in
the middle. Maybe small. But we'll see. I'm thinking as I go here. Another way that you can
work with these techniques, or with prompts, or just with your inner voice and
art making in general, is to have a prompt in mind or to just set an
intention for yourself to hear a message that
would be useful to you in this moment and
just start creating. You don't have to
have the message in mind before you begin. Could just as easily be
working on this painting and listening to my inner voice while I'm creating and
fill in or add a message to this piece whenever I've got it at the end or somewhere in the middle,
it might come to me. There are all different
kinds of ways, like there are no rules for when to hear the message that you'll be incorporating into your artwork or how you hear it. This is all just an
exploratory practice to try to understand and figure out how this process might
work best for you. It might the process of
creating and painting, or drawing or whatever, might be the thing that
allows you to settle down and calm your inner self enough
to hear your inner voice. The act of creating might be the meditative
practice for you. If you're having trouble tuning in beforehand and
hearing something, then you might just
give yourself the space to start creating
without a message and see appear if something might appear
during the creation process. That happens for me. Sometimes I'm not trying to be too precise or exact
about anything right now. I really just want to create something
colorful that feels, that just feels soothing and
satisfying to me right now. Like I mentioned before,
this is less about what your images end up
looking like and more about the internal
experience that you're having. It doesn't really matter if this turns out to
be something that I like and that I think is beautiful or just
cute or whatever. And I like looking at it,
That's just a nice bonus. But the real meat of it, the heart of it, is the
message that I heard, which is I'm allowed
to be a beginner, which is completely true
and it's something that I think as adults we forget that. We just expect ourselves to know how to do things and to
be experts right away. And that's just not
how things work. I don't know, I don't know when that starts to
happen in our grown up minds because children
certainly don't think that they need to be experts or need to be super skilled at
something in order to be able to do it or to
feel good about it. Watching kids make art or
watching kids do anything, really, It can be so inspiring. I have two little kids, they don't judge themselves
for any of this stuff. They just show up and enjoy the heck out of whatever it
is that they're creating. And they just let it be fun. And we can do the same thing. Just do your best
to try to let this be fun and fulfilling. Because that's why
we make stuff right, is because it's fun when it
really comes down to it, it's still a little
bit wet in there. Let's see, you might come back in and go over some of this stuff once
it's a little more dry. For now, this will do. I also don't want to make
this video 100 years long. I'm just trying to quickly, which working quickly also
helps you stay out of your head because
you can't get too perfect with anything when
you're moving quickly. My favorite professor in college used to tell
me not to get precious with my work and I remember that all the time to this day. When I'm trying to get too
perfect with something and I'm like niggling with it
a little too much. I remember don't get precious. Part of the charm of artwork is, are the imperfections
being able to see that actual human, an imperfect human made it just let it be messy,
let it be imperfect. That's what makes
something beautiful. In my opinion, others may think differently,
but that's my opinion. Okay. I'm wishing
that I would not have made this decision,
but that's okay. I'm going to see
how I can turn it into something that I
like more than this. I'm just going to keep going. Permission granted to make
mistakes always and forever. I hope that if you make a creative decision that you
are also not thrilled with while making your artwork based on the prompt
today that you will remember this
moment when I said, I don't love this
decision that I made and I'm just
going to keep going and see where it leads me and permission
granted to make mistakes. Not that it's even a mistake. I shouldn't even say
that it's not a mistake. I made a decision
that turned out to be one that I'm not
loving how it looks. And now I get to see
where that leads me. That's all. Mistakes
are not mistakes. If you're just
playing, it's just an opportunity to
continue exploring. That's all. Okay, let's see. Once that middle section
that I just painted is dry, I will likely start trying
to work my message in there. I like to hand letter things. That's something that I've
enjoyed since I was young. I'll probably try
to make my letters look fun and interesting
because I like that. But you don't have
to make your letters look any special way whatsoever if you don't
like hand lettering, if you are afraid of it, if it's just not for you, then it's not for you
and that's totally fine. You don't even have
to include the words of your message into
the actual artwork. It can be you could write
it on the back or you could express it in some
symbol or something like that. Just remember,
there are no rules. The way that I am doing things
right now is not the way, this is just my way. This is your
invitation to discover your way and to make
this process your own. It actually works for you. It's something that feels life giving instead of just another
way to beat yourself up or be mean to yourself or something else to
procrastinate about or something else to
compare yourself to other people around. Like that's not
the point of this. The point of this is
that it's something that's meant to fill your cup. Right? Because so many of us, myself included, are busy. We're busy people with a
lot of responsibilities and often a lot of people pulling
us in different directions. I'm a mom of two little kids, a single, solo mom. I have a lot on my plate. If this was not something
that I enjoyed, I would not do it. Make this something
that you enjoy, that you actually look forward
to doing for yourself. Because that is ultimately the entire point is to let this be something
that's for you, that allows you to strengthen your relationship with
yourself and to live your life authentically and
to take care of yourself. To take exquisite
care of yourself. 20 minutes of art
making every day is scientifically proven
to change your biology, to enhance your health
and your well being. Like 20 minutes, not
even making art even. That's just looking at artwork. Also, while this is
meant to be fun and not Taken super seriously,
it is really serious. This actually can transform your life and your well
being if you let it, so it can change your life. That is what I believe. Okay. Are we dry?
We are not dry. Okay. I'm going to keep going until that
middle section is dry. Again, I am just 100% completely
winging this as I go. And I hope that you will give yourself
permission to do the same. To just play because you
can. Because you deserve it. Because you don't even
deserve it for any reason. Just because you're a
person, you deserve it. You deserve to feel good.
You deserve to have fun. You deserve to make
art. If you love to make art, that's it. Okay? Now I'm going to it. I've got my trusty
little pencil sharpener, which is not working. All right. Going old school
with the Dinky one. Okay. I'm allowed to be a beginner. I can feel that this pencil
is not the most stable. Let's see what I can do.
Yeah, it's about to break. Okay. Now, once that's dry, I will go in and
refine that a bit because that is looking
at pretty messy. Which again, totally fine because I'm allowed
to be a beginner. I don't paint on
camera very often. This is somewhat new to me. I am being brave, doing it. Oh, I just keep messing
up that section. I need to leave it alone. I am notoriously impatient
when it comes to painting. I have a really hard time
waiting for things to dry before going back in and
getting to the next next layer. Okay, once this is fully dry, I'll probably go back
in and refine those, the middle of the words
and things like that. But for now, just
for the sake of this video, not
getting much longer. I'm going to leave that where
it is now. It's your turn. You get to fill in the blank. I'm allowed to whatever that answer is going
to be for you. You are of more than welcome to share your
work on Instagram, on Facebook, in our
private Facebook group. I would absolutely love to
see what you're creating. Also, there's no
pressure because I know this can be a really
personal process, especially if, you know, if you receive a really
personal message, which may happen at some point, that's not always something
that you want to share. I would love to see
what you're working on A if you don't want to
share, that's totally cool too. Again, you make
the rules for you. But tomorrow we will be working on another prompt and I will be working with another set
of different supplies. I will meet you back
here in the next lesson. In the meantime, I'll
look forward to seeing what you are creating by.
5. Prompt 3: What's True For Me Right Now?: Welcome back to the
Kick start your art for self care
practice mini class. We are on a lesson
three right now. The prompt is to
answer the question, what's true for me right now? Before I begin, I just
want to talk about this idea of right now or the present moment
for just a minute. Because I think it's
really important. Because for many of
us, myself included, I think that there's
not much time actually spent in this
present moment, right? Our bodies are here in
this present moment, but our minds often thinking about all of the
things that we need to do. All the places we need to
go, the future, right? Or we're dwelling on the past. We're thinking about
regrets or things we wish we would have
said or done differently, or all the what ifs and
all the different paths we could have taken
or whatever it is. Our minds are often spinning out into a lot of
different directions. And we're not intentionally spending our time
in this moment. When, when you
really think about it, this present moment, this now moment is the only thing that's
actually real, right? The past doesn't exist anymore. The future doesn't exist yet. All we have always and forever is this now
moment right here. I'd like to offer
a visualization today that's really
useful for me when I'm feeling scattered or I'm having trouble
accessing that calm, more centered part of myself, that deeper part of myself
underneath my chitter, chattery mind, my monkey mind. It might be helpful for you to. What I want you to do is close your eyes and take
a few deep breaths. Imagine all of the thoughts
that you're having. All of the worries, all of the places
that your energy is going are outside of you. Somewhere outside of
your energy field. Your energy, for lack
of a better word, is like a tentacle reaching out toward this
thing that's outside of you. If you think about all the
worries that you have, all the thoughts
that you're having, there are probably
a lot of tentacles of energy that are reaching in a lot of different directions. I think you can probably imagine that potentially you don't
have a lot of energy left inside of you in your energy field
because it's going out into all these different
scattered directions. You can imagine next is pulling all of those
tentacles of energy that are out in the world via your thoughts back into
your own energy field. That can happen as quickly
or as slowly as you'd like. As long as it takes,
as long as it takes. Just imagine pulling all of
those tentacles back in until everything is inside of your own body and your
own energy field. You feel whole again and you feel calm and you feel centered. You can access the
present moment from this place where the past
doesn't exist anymore. Future doesn't exist yet. All you have is right
now, this now moment. Because that is the only thing that all of us ever really have, is this now moment. This continuously unfolding
now moment from that place. That's where I'd like you
to think about this prompt. What's true for me right now. See what answer comes
from that place. When I was thinking
about this for myself. When I was listening, tuning in for this answer
to the prompt for myself. I heard choices can change. That feels true for me right
now from this now moment. That's what I'm going
to be illustrating. As you can see, I
am using my ipad today and my Apple pencil and my favorite program
called Procreate. Again, just like these
last couple of days, I don't know what
is going to come out of my hands right now. And we're just going
to see what happens. Choices can change is
what I'm working with. Let's see, my kiddo was
using this the other day. Let's hope he didn't mess with any of the
settings too much. Okay, here we go. And I'm just sort of
choosing my colors intuitively as I typically do. I may end up liking miss palette and I may not. We'll see. And I'm not going to get
too precise at this point. I can go in and refine
these letters later. Okay. Clearly that the part
where I need to concentrate, the I could not even talk
while I was doing that. But the rest of this process, now I just get to decorate it. Basically, your process
might be similar to mine, it might be totally different. Just remember that however
your artwork is coming out, whatever it looks like is exactly perfectly
okay in this moment. Do your best not to judge
yourself and just keep going. It's you, it's, it's you cheer. You cheer. You to. So you, this is where I've
landed for today. This is my choices can change
drawing for today's prompt. Now it's your turn. Use the visualization
that I suggested in the beginning of
this video if it feels like something that
might be helpful to you. If not, if you have your own
method, of course do that. Please make this
process your own. Do whatever works best for you, use whatever supplies
work the best for you. I'm excited to see what you are going to create
In the meantime, happy art, making happy tuning, and I will see you soon.
6. Prompt 4: What Would A Best Friend Tell You?: Welcome back to the
Kick start your Art for self care
practice mini class. We're now on lesson four. And the prompt is to
answer the question, what would a best
friend tell me? I love this prompt because I feel like it's a
really lovely invitation to check in with yourself
and the words that you're speaking to yourself and the thoughts that you're
thinking about yourself. Because if you're
anything like me, might not always be
the kindest words or the kindest thoughts. My inner critic can run rampant without me really
even noticing it sometimes. And I can be so hard on
myself, it's really unhelpful. This is a nice
invitation to check in and hear the words and the thoughts that are
running through your mind. To ask yourself,
is that even true? Is that how I would
speak to somebody? Or is that how I
would like somebody, a best friend to speak to me? What would a best friend say
to me in this circumstance? It certainly wouldn't be this. You can check in
with the deep wise, more true, more grounded, more expansive part of yourself that does have
something kind to say to you. Your inner voice will always
only speak kindly to you. It might be firm sometimes, but it will be, it
will never bet you, it will never shame you. It will never talk down to you. It will never try to
make you feel bad. Your inner voice, your wise
true self that's connected to the source of everything in our universe only wants
the best for you. That is the part of you that
I want you to try to tap into and listen for the
answer to the question. What would a best
friend tell you? When I was thinking about my own response
to this question, I guess I wasn't
thinking about it. I was trying to get
underneath my thinking mind and tap into the intuitive
like more gut reaction. Part of where the real
answers bubble up from what I heard is I
love every ounce of you. I thought, well that's funny, because that's probably not true of an actual best friend. I'm sure there are
parts of me that an actual best
friend in real life probably doesn't love about me, but I can feel that
way about myself. Right. That is how
the part of me that's connected to everything
does feel about me. It does love every ounce of me. That is pretty incredible. That's what I'm going to
be illustrating today. I'm going back to my
sketchbook and markers, and I have some different
markers today that I just got. And my kids have not
gotten ahold of these yet. They're in pristine condition. They're called art pop markers, and there's a link to them
below the video if you are interested in checking them
out. I really like them. They're different than the tombo markers I was using
the other day, which have a brush tip. And these have just
a thick chisel tip. I'm excited to try these out. And the other side is just
a normal pin marker tip. I have not used these before. This is literally the first time that I am going
to be using them. That feels a little risky, but we will see what happens. I'm going to go ahead and dive
in and start illustrating. I love every ounce of you that feels vulnerable to have this
be my message for today. But you got to walk
the talk, right? Okay, here we go. When I was a kid, I used to make bubble letter posters for every holiday, every
family birthday. I have a lot of siblings, so there was always a birthday around
the corner, I guess. Not a lot of siblings. I
have four younger siblings. I am the oldest of five. Basically do the same thing now that I did when I was a kid, which I find quite fascinating. I would draw these bubble
letter posters and decorate each letter in
a different pattern. Now I am a pattern designer. I've just been hand lettering and decorating things since. Those are some of my
earliest memories. There's a lot of
potency, I think, and power in tapping back
into the things that we naturally gravitated
toward as kids, the way that we did
things as kids, I would make these
posters and do most of my creative projects and art making while
sitting on the floor. I find that now I don't usually sit on the floor when I'm creating
things these days. As a grown up, I
have my studio with my different areas for different
activities and chairs, and stools and things. But when I do get down, whoops, get down on the floor, it helps me tap back into that primal primitive part of me that loved
making stuff as a kid, just for the love of making it, without judging it,
without overthinking it, purely because it felt great to make things
think about that also, is there a way that you used to do things as a
kid that you could try again as an adult that might
unleash something for you, that might allow you to
let go in a new way or tap into a different part
of yourself that you may be holding inside that if you decided to let it out or if you figured
out how to let it out, you could feel some
incredible freedom from that. Just something to think about. Okay, I love every
ounce. Let's see here. These markers are alcohol based. The others that I used the
other day were water based, so these are bleeding through
in kind of a cool way. I feel a little bit different. It's fun to try new
supplies, obviously. It's not that different
because they're just markers. But you know, a
little bit different. Okay, now we decorate. I find that in this part
of the process, for me, this is kind of when I
allow the message to really seep in and sink in because I'm not really thinking too much about what I'm doing right now. I'm just sort of intuitively
making these, these marks, they're not complicated
marks necessarily, just childlike and rudimentary. And I'm not overthinking
it too much, we're not overthinking
it at all actually. I'm just intuitively
choosing shapes and colors. This is a pretty standard go
to color combination for me. Some version of orange, pink, and green that always
feels familiar and easy and my eye enjoys it. The hardest color for me to use, the hardest colors maybe
a blue and purple. Which is funny because I do
really love those colors. But I find that they're
not as easy for me to use, which maybe means I
should use them more. What I love about
markers is that you just can't get too precise. I mean, I guess you could, but that's not the way that
I like to use them. I feel like it just allows
me to make marks and move quickly in a way that I don't always do when I'm
painting or working digitally. Yesterday I noticed when
I was working on my ipad, I just concentrate in
such a different way. It's nearly impossible for me to talk while working on a screen, and I'm not sure why that is. But it's easier for me to
talk here while doing this. I think because I'm giving
myself permission maybe, to be more imprecise. I'm not really sure, I haven't
quite figured that out, but I do like how
fast I can move here. Okay, I'm going to call
that good for today. Now it's your turn to work
your way through this prompt. Using whatever supplies and
materials you would like. You can use markers
and sketchbook, the way that I did
paint, digital collage, anything that you want and I'm super excited to see what
you're going to create. Remember, you can always
share your work on social media using the
hashtag art for self care. And I will see you
in the next lesson.
7. Prompt 5: What If________ + Final Thoughts: Hello and welcome
back to the Kick start your Art for self
care challenge mini class. We're on lesson five, our final lesson
of the mini class. I hope as you've made your way through these lessons
that it's been really fun and fulfilling in whatever ways you've needed or wanted it to be fulfilling. I hope you've had some success tuning into your inner voice and hearing some messages for yourself, connecting
with yourself. I hope what you've heard
has been clarifying, comforting, calming, motivating, healing, whatever
you've needed to hear. I hope that you've been
able to connect with yourself and really
give that to yourself. Basically, we'll just diver
it into today's prompt, which is to complete
the sentence. What if blank. I love this prompt because
I feel like it just gives your inner
voice a chance to, to play with some uplifting
answers to that question. I guess it's not
really a question, but you know what I mean? I have historically
been a worrier. I've experienced a lot of worry since I was a kid
and still do today. I try not to say I am a worrier, but I have experienced worry
and some low grade anxiety. This prompt for
some reason really just gives my inner
voice an opportunity to figure out how to answer
this question or fill in this blank in uplifting
positive way. When I was checking
in with myself to get my answer for the day or to get my
message for the day, what I heard was what if
everything turns out okay? That's really
simple. But lately, this is a vulnerable
share, I guess. But I've had a lot of worst case scenarios
running through my mind. Again, maybe you
can relate to this, but I picture a lot of bad
things happening sometimes. This prompt allows me to counteract those types of
thoughts that I often have. The catastrophic thinking
thoughts that really are, they can feel
upsetting in my body. Sometimes just picturing
all the terrible things that could happen to
my kids and to me, and to my family and
to the people I love. This prompt really allows me
to consider the possibility, what if everything
turns out okay? Because that is always
a possibility as well. That's just as much of a
possibility as anything. That is what I will be
illustrating today. I'm going to go ahead
and dive right in. Let's see, make sure I'm
on the right pin here. Okay, I think I'll fill in the words
toward the end. And I'm just gonna go for it. Please, don't so fast, fast. The sound of me for you flow. Sofa. He sounds from flooiselom eyes. Okay, I think I'm ready
to add some words here. What if everything
turns out okay? All right. Who? Okay. I think I will call
that good for today, which means we are at
the end of lesson five, at the end of this mini class, and you have made it
through to the end. Congratulations. Well done. I really hope that
this mini class has been illuminating
and fun and freeing, and that it was everything
that you hoped it would be. And more, I hope
it's been filled with some magical
inner surprises. I'm just really grateful to get to be a small part of
your creative journey, your journey into and
toward your truest self. It's really meaningful
to me that you are here. And I hope that we will connect at some
point down the road. And until then, I hope
you have a beautiful, wonderful rest of your day, and I will see you soon.