dear diary…

            i guess this is this how you start a diary entry… i guess… i don’t know… i would ask, but……… there’s no one to ask, so… i should start now... with a new paragraph, i think…

            it’s been a few days since, you know… well, you wouldn’t know since i haven’t written it down yet… whoever “you” is supposed to be. a diary is non-sentient, right…? or is it made sentient with my thoughts… but then it would only be an echo………………………………. oh…………………… i’m rambling… sorry… i’ll try again with a new paragraph……………

            … it’s been a few days since he left. i didn’t see him leave… there was just a note on the door………… i guess i should have expected it… well, actually, i did expect it, but it hurts like i didn’t……… but, that’s pretty selfish of me, isn’t it? he had these big dreams and aspirations. this whole place……………… me………… it was all holding him back… he didn’t seem happy anymore. once it was only us, he didn’t seem happy anymore. the only thing that seemed to make him happy was that club he went to…… maybe i should have joined, but i wasn’t really up to talking about humans… though, their music is pretty cool, but my cousin’s not really a fan of the stuff i make…… it’s…… he’s……… he’s probably right……… my music’s not great… it’s kinda garbage… though, i like it… but that makes sense… garbage liking garbage……………… i guess that’s kind of why i’m trying something different, something my cousin would have done, so… maybe i can relate to him better instead of just hiding between my headphones……………………………… but… it won’t bring him back………… that spare key that was under the rock behind his house isn’t even there anymore, like… maybe he knew he wouldn’t need it anymore…………… i wanted to see if anything was different in his house, if he took anything, but without a key i can’t get in…………………………. wait, ghosts can go through walls, can’t they? oh…………………………………………………………………………………………………… i couldn’t go in anyway. it’s rude to phase through someone else’s property………………………… oh………………………… oh no……………………………. i started crying and all the ellipses i added are starting to run……………… oh…………… i’m  aking it w rse  y ad in  more… …. .. … . …..               … .. …. may e i c n es ap   o  a  new par     

            Oh.. . .. . . . . . . s ill  oo  uch  nk

 

 

            down here’s better… i’m pretty garbage at this, so………. this will probably be my last entry……… and also my only entry. this……… didn’t really help… oh well………… so i guess i end it now……………………………………………… okay… goodbye…

                                                                                                                        OOOO,

                                                                                                                                    Napstablook

            p.s. the end………………………