A Tide and a God

Hola, antes de exponer mi poema. He de decir que soy Colombiana, por lo que mi lengua principal es el epañol. Pido disculpas si quizas hay algunos errores gramaticales o traducción/Hello, before I share my poem, I should mention that I am Colombian, so my primary language is Spanish. I apologize if there are any grammatical or translation errors.
Themes such as hopelessness, discouragement, and searching.
A Tide and a God
Oh God,
Hear my prayers
Avert my unfortunate fate.
Avert that unfortunate destiny.
I hope you can hear me.
That tide drags me down,
it is great and heavy
heavy as my misfortune,
heavy as my laments.
Oh, my God,
Blessed be the day my soul
can find peace.
Blessed be the joy where my existence
is no longer a fracture.Blessed be the joy where I,
cease to be a self
and become only a sea.