I did my drawings in a shitty color marker so I scaned them in blue...it's not better but it's ok :)
The thing that inspires me most is personality I love to ear other people talk about who they are and what they like. I like things that grab my attention for being different, quirky and unique. This drawing lacks personality, definitely wouldn't grab my attention.
Most of the time I don't know what I want. Feeling the first one today.
I guess fears are hard, mostly because there are so many.