I'm not a very organized person. Schedules and to-do's are natural anxiety-inducers for me. My mental health has been a struggle, especially during recent months. But I'm not going to achieve these lofty dreams of mine by laying down and accepting any loss of control. I'm stronger than my weakest moments. I'm also not going to learn anything unless I'm completely honest with myself. So here's me being vulnerable and giving anxiety/depression the middle finger.