In 2015, I was dealing with a abusive partner, it lasted for 3 year and it crushed all of my self-esteem. I became depressed and started battling everyday to get out of bed. I've gave up reading, one of my favorite hobbys.
Now that I'm in a way better place mentally I wish to get out of this vicious circle of boredom. I'm pretty sure that I procrastinate because doing things that may fail is terrifying for me. I tend to overthink everything and it's very exhausting for my brain.