I'm very new to tarot, but I'm going to do my best to interpret this!
I decided to do a moon cycle spread as it's the start of a new month, and we just had a full moon last night!
What I'm getting from this spread, in the context of my life circumstances, is that I've been holding onto something in my past for too long. I've been contemplating how I'd feel if I was in the same place now as I was a year ago. I keep thinking that I want to go back, even though deep down, I know I wouldn't be happy to be back in that situation. It stopped serving me emotionally a long time ago.
Because of this reluctancy to move on, I've missed out on present opportunities, and shut myself off to people around me. I need to remind myself that I've chosen this path that I'm on now, and that I should allow new opportunities, and people, into my life. I won't be able to be happy if I don't learn to enjoy what I have now!
I'm not sure if this is accurate at all but that's my best interpretation!