Day one

I won't lie, I did not want to start today. This is essentially my problem; it's always another day. Which is then almost never. As much as I resent the project to be documented, it is the exact push I need. I need to be held accountable. I usually will take it personally and then hide from everything and everyone for a couple of weeks while I feel guilty and embarrassed for not completing my end of the bargain. 

I need this. I want this. I have to stop blocking myself. 

It was actually a fast minute, I thought it would lag because I couldn't be bothered so I was pleasantly surprised when the timer sounded. 

So thank you very much for the challenge and support with it. I appreciate it