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1. Introduction : So you've got the
data in your diary. You've got a big concert
performance coming up. In this series of videos, I talk about how we can perform music in public immediately. It's quite a scary topic. And in this series of videos, I'm going to break down all the key elements to
doing your preparation. Dealing with errors
along the way, how to deal with feedback, and also how to deal with the nerves that can be
associated with performing a musical instrument in public is something
that can really take you out of your
comfort zone and allow you to grow as a performer, being able to go out
and perform in public. So I believe it's a
really important skill. Let me tell you a little
bit about myself. My name is Ben Lewis Smith, and I'm a pianist and conductor based here
in London in the UK. I regularly perform with choirs
and accompanying singers, and I also teach singing and piano too many students
here in London. I hope that you find this series of videos helpful as we look through a few of the elements
about performing in public, such as dealing with errors, dealing with feedback, audience
versus an audition panel. And also how you might
cope with nerves.
2. Dealing with nerves : Let's talk about one of our least favorite
topics, nerves. So as soon as that
performance comes in, you can be thinking,
Oh my goodness me, it's coming up in two weeks. I've got to perform
this big concept. How am I going to
get through it? And if you're anything like me, it kind of naturally
a bit anxious. It can take over every
single aspect of your life. From when you first
wake up in the morning, through your lunch,
through dinner, even it can affect your sleep. The fact that you've got
to performance coming up. I think the most important
and first thing is to acknowledge that you are
going to feel nervous. Unfortunately,
there's no magic cure for suddenly getting
rid of the nerves. The things that
will come to talk about in this series of videos will address ways of making
the nerves more manageable, but we're never
going to totally get rid of those nervous feelings. And some performance might argue that actually those
nerves that you feel are quite important and can add a drama and a sort of
interests to the performance. There's sort of
high emotions and the feelings and the
adrenaline that comes with a really excellent performance
can make moments so magical and they can just create that sense of
drama with the audience. So I believe that you don't want to completely
get rid of nerves, but you want to acknowledge that as the performance
gets closer. In order to handle the
nerves most effectively. This is where our
preparation comes in, and this is something we're
going to talk about more in the next set of videos. But I would say the more regular you can make
your preparation, the more you can be
looking at your scores. If you're a musician, you can be memorizing
your words. If you're a singer, these things are going to be
immensely beneficial. My strategy is that, you know, when you're working, when you're preparing your piece
for your concert, and when you're not working,
when you're switching off, try to be very clear and very
deliberate with your time. So you'll proportioning the day, say you can devote 1 h a day to your practice even if it's half an hour,
it doesn't really matter. But say that worn out
and you divide it into two half an hour sections. So you have half an
hour of practice in the morning and then half
an hour in the afternoon. I try to be very strict with yourself or outside
of those times. You're not letting
the thought and the worry about the concert
circulate around your mind. I know that this is much
easier said than done, but the more you can be either working
or not, the better. I think in a post-COVID world, this is especially
difficult because many musicians work from home. The home is our office. And it's very difficult to switch off and
have those areas. So try to have a sort of, if it's perhaps at
the piano or you have a room that you devote to
your music preparation. Try to have a space
that's away from your everyday living environment so that you can take
yourself there, do your bit of preparation. Then later in the day you can
go somewhere else to relax. So just try to be really
deliberate and have those specific areas in the house where you're
doing your preparation. Another thing for some
players, I teach piano. Lot of my piano players. I say that work away from
the piano is just as useful. You, you'll test whether
you really know a piece by practicing it in your mind and going through each
of those fingerings. So say you've just
learned to PC, see how good you, even if you play
another instrument, just practice going through
it in the air almost. And that will really
test how well, you know, it's but I think
just to finish up on nerves and acknowledgment of the fact that they're
always going to be there. But just being very deliberate in the time
that you're spending preparing can be
immensely helpful because otherwise they'll just
get through every, every single aspect
of your life. If you're anything like me, you get lots of emails related
to specific concerts and they come in sometimes
quite late at night. Musicians seemed
to work odd hours. So just a little
bonus tip is that try not to check your emails
just before you go to bed because it can really have a negative impact
on your asleep. So try to, again with the administration that
comes with the concert, tried to be doing those things as part of your working day. I'm not checking
late at night to know because they can create
that bit of extra anxiety.
3. Look like you're having a great time!: Look like you're
having a great time. I know this sounds really
silly and a bit superficial, but it's so important
because T audience, if you look really serious and like what you're doing
is really hard work, then the audience again to think that you don't
really want to be there. It's so funny because it's all, a lot of this is
about Perception. And bought. It seems to be on
at a certain point in performing in public. We've got to switch
on that sort of showbiz switch because we're not in the practice
room anymore. And I think this is a
really important idea. Time spent in the
practice room and time spent on the concert hall, on the concert hall
stage performing their different very
different areas. And the more you can
make that distinction clear and protect
your practice space. Got it with your life. It's your safe space to make errors and to
try things out, to experiment, to work hard. But it's definitely not the performing space,
practicing and performing. The more you can distinguish
between those two areas, I think the more you can do, you can handle the pressure that comes with performance
because performance is innately more stressful
to me than practicing. Because you've got a whole sea of people all their
faces looking at you and wanting the music that they hear to be over
really high standard. The more you can also visualize the process of walking
out onto the stage, how you will be
feeling at the time. Those nerves that are
associated with that, I think the better is worth. If you get a chance. Before your concert performing in the room where the
constant is going to be. Obviously, it's not
always possible, but try a couple of weeks
or week or even a few days beforehand to at
least visit the venue. Walk it out, know how
you're going to look. Visualize it being filled with people, preferably
smiling people. It's a small tip, but you've got to imagine
yourself walking out there to a sea of smiling faces. There's nothing
worse than imagining everybody looking very serious and not having a good time. Got to remember what
we're doing here is allowing our audience to
have a really grand time. And the more we can encourage that to
happen, the better really. I would say that performing by its nature can be
a stressful activity. And one thing that I found
that helps us to really center back to the
breathing and the breadth. And I know for some people this might sound a little
bit out there, but I think often
there's performance. We're so obsessed with
getting the notes right, getting through the piece,
getting to the end, that we stop breathing or stop
being aware of our breath. And one of the easiest
tips just to lower the level of the nerves and the anxiety is to
take a deep breath, to hold the breath,
and then to shout. One of the best I've tried before is if you breathe
in for four beats, hold for five beats, and then out for six beats. There's something about
the out-breath being longer than the in-breath, which is really calming. So breathe in for four. Hold 2345 and then out 23456. If you do that three or four times before your
next performance, I'm pretty sure you will
notice a difference reminding yourself of slowing the
breath down before you begin. Can just be so useful. It depends on the
instrument you're playing. But sometimes like I'm a, I'm a pianist and
sometimes with the piano, we can stop leaving silences because you can fill
all the time up with notes. And the danger of that is the performance becomes
quite breathless. And we need to
remember if we were a woodwind player,
oboe, clarinet, or we were a singer
for instance, singers have to take
breaths all the time. Don't need to shape
the music and to replicate what
the composer wants. So just reminding yourself with that as a piano player or
as a string player, if, if you are that a breadth is really important
in the music can help. The other thing that
this comes down to, more connected with looking like you're having a
great time really is that speed and tempo can just increase and increase and increase
when, when Nerva. So one thing is just to look like you're
having a great time, but also remained quite calm. You know, there's
the lovely idea of the duck looking super serene and happy on the surface but underneath paddling like hack. And that's where all
the preparation, all the energy is gone in. But on the surface, calm and serene and
completely in control. That's so important. Remember when you're nervous, tempos will naturally increase. You'll get quicker and
quicker with your PC. You want to be
performing at about, I would say 75, 80 per cent of your, what you think is
the best tempo. I've always said Just hold
it back a little bit. Yes, if things are going well, the ordinance is loving it, then do accelerando keep going. But especially for younger students,
I've always said just, just be cautious when you first begin because you will be feeling a bit
nervous and naturally, you'll want to erase
forwards with the tempo, but it's so important as
you're walking out there onto the stage that you look like
you're having a great time. A smile is, there must
be a good quote here. I can't think of one
off the top my head, but smiling is so
important and it immediately puts people at ease.
4. Making mistakes : Errors, mistakes, wrong notes. These things are
going to happen. I think as soon as we
acknowledge as performers that live music isn't
about perfection, isn't about going playing exactly what is on the
score to the nth degree. The thing is that's
actually impossible because only a computer or
something programs to replicate exactly what it sees. We'll be able to do that.
The thing is we've got to remember we are human
and by our very nature, make imperfection and we
are emotional beings. And we have that. If you took that away from, if you took the emotion
and the joy and the spontaneity and the curiosity
away from music-making, it will just be so boring. Can you imagine just
if somebody who was just playing the notes? Look at Vladimir
Horowitz is concerts. We have recordings of his live concerts and
he gets the final page of scores and just
be playing into, let's say, dare I say
it wrong notes all over the place and it doesn't
make them any less of a, of an expert performer. The audiences loved what he was doing and the
character that he had, and how emotionally involved
he was with the music. I think this is
so, so important. If a mistake happens
early in a piece, please don't let that then ruin the rest of
your performance by worrying about I made that
mistake, I've ruined it. It's pretty rare that audiences
noticed these things. But what they do notice is
if we give little cues. If for instance, if you
make a mistake and you go back and you replay
that bar correctly, It's sort of like, I wish I
hadn't made that mistake. I'm going to correct
myself immediately, so try not to do that. Keep going in the music as
if nothing has happened. Keep calm and carry
on as they say. I think that's so
important because if, if you replay or if you
shrug or if you go, I've heard sighing
before in performances, kind of tossing all
of these things. But they're less, the
audience knows the better. Remember, unless they're
a little bit strange, they're not gonna be sat
there following the score and ringing every moment that
when slightly wrong. So just remember that
the performers are here. Remember you've lived
with this music for a number of days or weeks
or months or years. You know, this music, these performance or hearing
it for the very first time. There was a great
tradition back in the days of Mozart and those great bastions of classical music that there was
an improvised 83 elements. Some of their music was
made up on the spot. And then you got to remember
that there's something to be said for the idea that
what we're doing is fresh, it's new, it's creative, and it's sort of occurring in
real time now on the spot. So it's so funny how audiences aren't
looking to sort of critique you and
they wanting to, to enjoy what you're
sharing with them. And then it's an
offering, isn't it? We're sharing the
music-making with our audiences and opening their ears to our
interpretation. You get it quite a
lot in jazz as well, where, where performance
are playing, they're improvising a solo and they perceive they played a
role in the way that correct, that is simply split twice. And something that happens again ceases to
become a wrong mate. It's actually become part of the score and parts
of the interest. And that's so, I
think so important that in terms of dealing
with errors, keep playing. Don't overanalyze. Remember that the audience doesn't know the music
as well as you do. You are the expert in the room.
5. Receiving feedback : Now, dealing with feedback is quite a tricky area
because I guess it depends who is
delivering the feedback. Have you trusted circle
around you, your family, close friends, evidence that you've got
from recordings that you've, you've done before.
Your teacher. I think it's
important to have a, a guide no matter what
stage of playing you're at. I think it's important
to have another pair of ears, the feedback. Now, there's a different type of feedback which comes after a concert where you get somebody well-meaning,
say something. I wasn't quite sure about that, but you've got to remember. People have opinions. And the important thing
is not everybody's kinda like you and
your performance, your interpretation
of the piece. And the world would be a
boring place if everybody agreed with everybody else's
performance of every piece, can you imagine how, how dull the world would pay? And all I say is, go with your heart, go
with your interpretation. The one that you've slaved
away in the practice room to deliver a tradition of people
sort of copying recordings. Oh, because such and such, Glenn Gould played
bark in this way. I'm going to do the same. Tried to be your own
best pair of ears. And I would say that sometimes
learning a piece without a knowledge of the recording
is the best way of doing it. Find this quite a lot with
singers where they will, they'll hear a certain
singer, Maria Callas. So something has sung a piece
in a certain way and they will sing it in exactly that way because,
well, she's done it. She's famous and try
not to compare yourself with the sort of classic
artists because it doesn't, it doesn't really
work as soon as you start going down
that line of well, they performed it that way. You're getting rid of all
your individuality in the performance and
that's what makes it yours and makes it true to you. I think keeping hold of that, how you've worked in
the practice room, you've come up with
your interpretation. Obviously, there
are certain things that might not work like if you eat an entire
piece backwards or something that might not be quite as a composer intended it, but there is a bit of freedom
in an interpretation. And I think that's what
makes music exciting. When an audience hears it, they don't know quite how
they're going to hear it. And I think that's
very important.
6. In conclusion : Thanks so much for listening. I really, really enjoyed
making this series of videos, something a little bit of
a different topic for me. But if you've enjoyed what you've heard
or if you haven't, then some feedback would
be great because it just shows me what people find interesting and what I
can sort of talk about. So just to conclude a
couple of points there. So we've been talking about
how to perform in public. And I think I can hear a lot of people think really scary. This is one of the scariest
things we have to do. And I find that a lot with my students when I'm
preparing them in, in music classes,
in piano lessons, whatever they go, I can
never perform in public. How, how dreadful
that idea would be. The other thing that
happens is in lessons, a lot of students go, well, I played it perfectly well 10
min ago and now you've come in from the whole thing
has gone really wrong. So it's really funny, isn't it? As soon as somebody else
starts to listen to us, our performance can start to
disintegrate a little bit. And I think it shows how well, you know, a piece, if you can go out on the stage and perform it, I think it shows that you have
spent time with the piece, you've studied the piece, you're feeling like you can
conquer this challenge. If you're in a position
where you're thinking, I just don't know
whether I can do this. It's it's like it's
on a knife edge. I'm either going to call them
and say I'm not going to do the performance or
I'm going to do it. I would encourage
you to give it a go. I know I would say
that because I've made a series of lectures about it. But I would say
that the feeling, the sense of achievement
that you will get from going
through this process. Learning how to cope
with the nerves, how to prepare your piece, how to get yourself ready
and deal with an audience. All of the things you
will learn so much about yourself and just having these
challenges along the way. Yeah, you're learning
about yourself, but you're also, you're
furthering your musical ability. Because if you can perform something in a
stressful situation, imagine how that will impact
on other areas of your life. I do think for the younger
players, for children, especially that the skills
that you can learn, interacting with an audience, being up the front, overcoming
these challenges are so confidence
building that I would encourage every child to
learn a musical instrument. I think the, one of the
most important takeaways from this series of
classes is the idea that we can never achieve absolute perfection in a piece because it's not human. As humans, we have this level
of emotion and we'd like to shape the music and
create drama intention, but also lightness and shade
and interest along the way. So please don't be discouraged if in your
first experience of performance you do end up making a couple of
mistakes along the way. Because remember there's nobody
sat in the audience with the score is going to be
marking you at the end. Smile. Look content because
it's such a, such an important thing. How does an audience know how well the
performance is going? It's not always just
about playing the notes. It's about how you
walk onto the stage, the air of confidence that you bring to the characterization of the piece that you're doing. I think that's so important. How you hold yourself on
the stage and just be, have that sense of well, you've done the preparation, you've been in the practice
room for all these weeks. It's your interpretation. Please go to the stage
with confidence. It keeps smiling and
these are the keys. I do hope that you found this
series of lessons useful. I've really enjoyed making them. And any feedback down below is, I'd be really grateful
for so, thanks so much. And until next time,
all the very best.